my birthday^^

what a sunny day..great~sure received lots of wishes frm my friends..hehe..this morning i got up,then 11smth sis lily called me to wish me 'happy birthday',

sis lily:yen,happy birthday..

yen :oh yea,thank you..why so late..huh..where's my present?

sis lily:(laugh)......no wor...

yen :how's mum?wake up already?

sis lily:ya..wake up already..

yen :tel her today is my birthday..ask her wish me..

sis lily:oh..ma,today is yen birthday..wish her happy birthday..

mum :yen............happy birthday......

yen :(oh my godness..cry........)ma............thank you...(silently)..

yen :li,i so sad when heard mum voice..

sis lily :hahhahaha...

-ending conversation on phone-

i'd received a great birthday present frm my mum..although just a habby birthday,but its mean lots to me..hhehehhe...GREAT...then the afternoon went to hospital,she was sleepin..today she din have do radion therapy..bcos sat & sun don hav,..for patient rest//dad & sis comin at 7pm..sis fetch me back,then dad jaga mum..back home,hui gave me my present..a necklace..hehe..nice nice..thank you hui..i get ready then he came at 8.15pm..he wanted to go scr actually,but too many car,so went to point one..but i suggest go to 'the colours'..cos nvr been there...so wannna try..hehe//went there..oh no..less ppl,plus toooooooooo cold....really damn cold...seems like iglool ar~hahha..after that then went to park there..raining ler..grrrr...sien..seat in the car and chit-chat..watch his fren tyc birthday video..so funny..hahha..suddenly,lin chien sms me asked me am i at park?i said yes..she told me she saw me with him in the car...oh....hahha..pai seh..but i didnt notice her at all/..oh yea,rain stopped..he went out and open his back car..sudden mummy called to ask for my dad's credit card number..luckily,she dono i not at home..phew~vick asked me came out..came out,oh no..a birthday cake....hahha...haiyoyo..so full already ler lah..i couldnt eat lah...i give him one slices..then the others i brought back lor...stil got cindy&zen zen&wen yik gave me de presents..^^thank you to you all..a panda cake..hahaha..so cute..cheese&choco...so creamy..back lor..i'd unwrap my present..so cute & lovely..heheh..he called me when he was reached home..and he told me he was the last person to say habby birthday to me..let me have a happy ending...haiyoyo...macam macam..haha..great today.....n_n...

earlier 1 day for my fren

get up at 7.16am..later have to take turn wit sis..bcos i told her my plan for tonite n sat nite that i have to go out wit my gang..so jaga mum from morning till evening lor..then can back to get ready ler..hehe..tonite i'm goin to celebrate my birthday wit my gang..all together 5 person..i suggest go to the bdc lian jun,,dono whu everytime who ask wanna go where eat,that restaurant is owes on my mind..i like there..hemmmmmm bcos of the food delicious??oh yea..right..this is 1 of the reason..and the other nei????hmmmmm...its upstair too...yea..2nd reason..3rd ler???????hmmm...comfortable to me....oh BINGO...it is what my though..haha..really like there..tomolo nite then i dono wan to go where lor..the plan is not on me..is on him..where should we go ler???i DONO>..see what is him goin to do for me ya!!!!!hahha..

back frm hospital at 7pm..woo..have to hurry to go pon pon..yin came to my hse while i'm finished my bath..woo..very nice after she'd straighten her hair..more gilrly oledi..hehe..then ss pick us up at 8.15smth..reached~went to upstair..oh!oh!so dark..got open lah,jus mayb the tauke nio thought upstair don hav customer so close the light at the stair there..we 3 order drink first..later feli reached..so we're all waitin for the snoopy lala..i order 5 dishes,,.got salad chicken,seafood soup,sweet&sour fish,red barbeque taufu,butter prawn..hmmmmm..delicious..but dono why no appetite de..haiy..sayang my dishes..ss bought me a chocolate cake..hmmm yummy..and feli bought me a box of FERRERO ROCHER..oh no~that was my flavorite choco~~~~~~~hahha..thank you feli & ss..^^we take alots of funny photo and cut the cake..unfortunately my digital camera memory card was full..DAMN...grrr...paid the bill..shocked!!!!i nvr expected the cost..patut lah,everything is higher the cost already....okay NVM..once a time..everybody happy du hO..heheh..so great tonoght..
n.n

这几天好忙碌

没留下我的状况这几天..因为我妈住院所以忙着照顾她也很少在家里睡..我干mumy,干姐ling,gary也回来上星期五..我只看顾妈妈在每个下午,而过夜和早上都是我那两个姐..现在透露关于我妈的状况.嗯,她精神上每一天都会变的,怎么说呢..就是比如说今天她有点点点点的胃口想吃和喝水,到了隔天又不想吃和喝水..总之就是很难预料她有一天会出什么事..



上个星期五的晚上,她有点喘大气,在阿姨们的眼里,她们没有照顾她所以她的一举一动她们都很在意,当时她们以为她快要不行了,紧张的弄到我快要哭了..我一向来都没哭的因为我哭不出也没想太多.mumy便叫我爸赶紧去买她的用品,比如说化妆品,一些平常要用到的物品..我不停地在车里默默的哭,我好怕妈走,离开了我们..好怕好怕..我们去火车路的100%买她的鞋,物品..我挑了一双鞋给她,,她的size也差不多跟我一样..爸说这些东西要给她一起带走..咳..回到了医院,妈妈仍是一样..也晚了,不能太多人待在那里,我跟着回了..隔天妈妈的状况比昨天好了许多..我也不可能一天一天的告诉你们我妈的状况..总之她就是不要吃东西,逼她她骂人,..阿姨跟我说她是在等时辰..人生就是这样,,难预料..

16/10(TUES)

昨日妈 咪 突 然 呼 吸不 太顺 畅..爹迪决定 叫 救 护 车送 妈咪进医 院..我便准备好所有衣物怕要住院..咳..爹迪便紧急打给大姐和二姐叫她们立刻订机票回来看望妈咪..她们将抵达这里11pm..医生给妈咪照x-ray..报告出来说妈咪的背部没问题,只是她不吃不喝而已..医生说帮不到我们,因为吃和喝都是妈咪的问题,她要吃不吃就看她而已..所以我们都要想尽办法逼她吃东西和喝水咯..9pm我们到家..bi bi也有来跟着阿姨们来..我跟她聊天..好累哦..大姐二姐会来了..

做老师的还真无奈

今早uncle william & 他的老婆pn alicia(在我校当任f.3 disiplin)来看望我妈..好奇怪哦..当我开门给他们进来的时侯,我看到一名红衣男人发的一个人..我看不清楚是男是女,以为是他们的一位朋友还是什么,所以就没怎么去留意..当我要去盛白开水给他们时,
我问他们:不是还有多一个人吗?怎么没进来坐阿?
uncle william回答我说:哈?只有我们两人而已勒?你看到谁阿?
我说:我明明看到一个红衣人勒.
uncle william:是一位红衣angel啦~
他们两是基督信徒的所以uncle才会这样告诉我..一大早就这样blur blur了,真是的~呵呵..聊天当中,pn.alicia问我读form几..还跟我说她很无奈教到f.3的学生,尤其是3C的..她说很没有家教.哇,我心想3C的有这么坏魅!她说都不听课的.咳..我听她这样一讲,觉得做老师的应该很辛苦,不是我们想像的这么简单又很容易的翘脚拿工资..不是的..她们要受学生的气,诬辱..虽然没受到皮肉之苦但受的都是心灵之伤..比皮肉之伤还更伤呢..想一想,一个人的心灵是多么的脆弱的又易碎..以前当我们在小学的时侯,老师一定会问我们的志愿是要当什么?几乎每个人的答案都是老师..以为老师的责任就是很容易也很容易当..小时侯的脑就是这么的笨,不长进..哈哈..回想起来真是笑到闪腰阿..呵呵..
2.15pm
又下雨了..咳雨天~我很不喜欢雨天哦,.只要一下雨,脑里就会不直觉得任为一定是有人遇到不好的预兆..或者有人正在伤心或者在哭泣着..总之在我就是很不喜欢雨天..雨天让我感到很不顺心,提不起劲..当然,在我开心的日子里可不许下雨哦..天空,你是最棒的..你听到了我心灵的声音..只有你,最了解我..我被人打,被人欺负,我该打,我该骂,你都知道..你都相信我..!!

你们真的很麻烦

今早下了场大雨..弄到我都不想起身阿..看到时间是8点多.,.还是不想起来..然后就睡到10.35am,kakak才叫我起身..去冲凉,冲到一半,就听到阿姨们的鸡喳声..闲~换好衣服一出去,就看7-8个人..都是阿姨们..我很不喜欢她们擅自作主搬我家的furniture..全部都讲要把我房间的小床搬去客厅给我妈睡,好让别人在外面可以看到她..好咯,就搬咯..过后,又有几个说我没让她吃药什么什么咯..拜脱~我弄碎碎给她吃,是她自己不要吃反而还吐掉..她们就只会讲,没看到真相就那边讲人..讲话没经过大恼!我真的很气..我妈也是..一旦多多人来,就会告诉她们:阿燕很坏..她们听了一定就在那讲我的坏话咯..还会传到kl去咯~真的很闲她们..我好气便打给大姐跟她诉说家里的事情..咳..讲了讲我就哭了..大姐也好生气..大姐叫我要敢敢的应回她们,可是我就是很笨,怕阿姨们..卦了,.便出去客厅听她们讲话..有的阿姨就一直complain叫我那两个姐回来看望我妈..拜脱..好像讲到我妈快要走了..真的很想知道她们的脑里装着什么屎阿/./人好好就给你们讲到这样,.,grrr..咳..很气就是了..

13/10(sat)

昨天正是开斋节..看了报纸说政府在补假多一天在下个星期一,星期二才开工..所以星期一过后就可以去library学书了..坐没多久,觉得下半身很不舒服..去厕所检查看做么,自己心里好希望是我的colourful降临哦..因为九月份都没来..好担心自己哦..还想太多..是不是被那个死鬼吟的乌鸦嘴讲中阿..哪知真的来了..哇哈哈..好高兴哦..终于驾到了..呵呵..也很庆幸好才现在是假期中..不用这么麻烦到学校去..因为我知道自己的体质很弱,一下下就会肚子痛,.,所以我的period将会在假期中度过..yeah!^^..



这几天在家都没事做,就坐在电脑面前almost 3个钟头勒..你一定会觉得我是在玩game吧~错!我在逛别人的blog..呵呵..吃饱太嫌空了..就看看读读别人的部落格咯~嗯..我不会去别人的部落格留言,我只是喜欢欣赏他们写的文章而已..也很羡慕他们的表达能力很强..可以写的滔滔不绝..呵呵..我不是看fs的 blog哦..我是看pro的blog..他们的blog都是有登在报纸的..所以就去游览一下咯~换作是我,我没有像他们这么得空能一直坐在电脑面前打字,好费力哦..

5.++pm
vick给我选'要'还是'不要'..奇怪,都没给我问题叫我怎么选阿..没脑..hia hia/.=p..他问我要出去吃晚餐吗..哦..原来是这个..haiyoyo..好不好死竟然选在今天的日子约我出..我又刚好来colourful..-.-'' 我在考虑着,我不要去是因为人不舒服,怕肚子在搞怪等下..我要去是因为自从跟他去了cindy的家之后就再也没出来两个人了..所以想要看看他..呵呵..嗯..我的善良的天使告诉我说:去吧,反正你很久都没跟他见面了..呵呵.我便跟他说我有空,就7pm吧..刚好爹迪正要出去喝他朋友的喜酒..呵呵..我可以出了without asking his permission..因为我知道他大概会九点多才回来..而我应该会在before他回来的时侯回到家..hia hia..我真精灵阿!=p


7.35pm
本来是去jln song吃的,可是太多车了,所以就去rh plaza那的台北一101吃..
after finish dinner,在走路的路上遇到他的朋友文一..他跟他妈妈去吃..vick跟我说阿俊的公公在上个星期就去世了..咳..
在车上我的肚子好胀哦..他说去马中看看吧..也好咯..我赶快瓢到厕所去放水阿..呵呵..舒服赛了..^^嗯..我们两个就走走咯..马中的池水还是很肮脏..还可以看到一层层的油渍阿..grr//其实我很想跟他拍照耶..可是还是迟迟不敢拿手机出来..呵呵..真傻阿我..哦~哦..九点半了..是时侯回家了..要到家了..阿~~爹迪竟然在外面讲电话..他看到他送我回..我真的不知该怎么办..所以就叫vick跟我爹迪打招乎咯..要死咯..我一定被赶的啦..一进屋里,真的是tiok赶阿..他warn我考书了还出去..以后不准出了..aiyoyo..闲阿..blep..=p..过后他切榴琏来吃..哇..我好久都没吃榴琏了..久久吃一次也不过份了,.,.哈哈..^^晚安..

2 more days then raya lor

temporarily finish my exam lor..phew..2 more days then raya lor..holiday almost 1 week more..yeah..but cant too Yeah..holiday is for studying..-.-''haiyo..forget to bring my present for ting this morning..have to wait open sch then give to her..

my cousin felicia's wedding dinner

aunt 2's daughter felicia marriage today..dad couldnt attend her wedding dinner..so i gonna replaced his & mum seat//..this year had 2 cousin already marriage..now the next lucky couple will be my big sis lily lor..haha..now she is the most older age between our cousin..=p.,pig year..next year is mouse year lor..oh oh..din learn my bio ar//tiam..-.-''

1st time cooking in oct..

get up at 8.30am..cos i want to prepare the ingredient of chicken rice and ginger chicken..hehe..wooo..i'd nvr cooking few months oledi..can say this is the 1st time cooking by myself..the dishes is~~~~~~~'CHICKEN RICE & GINGER CHICKEN'..hia hia hia..=)

after preparing all the ingredient then start cooking..
doong dong qiang qiang pi pi po po..~

done.~=p
gosh..my chicken rice was too salty..i;d being add too much salt water..tiam neh..sure tiok gan by my dad liao..whahhaaa..nvm lah..my 1st time this month mah...blep..and my ginger chicken was very yummy..cos i learn frm the newspaper..hehe..anyway..a good try..i should give myself a love clap and kisses..muacksssss nn...^^

depressing

last night mum keep on asking for coffee and fried banana..me n kakak make for her,but she just ate a bit then said full..after a few mins she asking the food again and again..why???why will like that,..
haiy..dono what to do..-.-'' me n kakak wan pengsan oledi..and im doing my add math project too..gosh..i really doono how to draw the table by using excel which ah la recommend me to use that..keep on making mistake..wan bomb myself ar..

this morning..woke up at 8smth,.,then start continuing my table agian..helpless...so ask lala to help me do and sent to me..ok..all table or drawing had done oledi,,^^..thanks lala..

evening

im doin my add math project..aunt 3 jus back frm kl..then she came here visited mum..she came in my room and pass me a black square stuff..i ask her what's that..she said was dady give it to me and asked her pass it to me..wooo..its a mp4 when i unwrap it..GREAT..i'd nvr expected i'll own a mp4..you know??hahah..felt thrill..^^..i admit im a bit 38..came frm hutan de..cos i dono anything about mp4..-.-''hahah..so lousy..so keep on asking la&yin bout that..and read the category..dady bought frm china i think..cos made frm china..the brand is sharp..thanks dady..n_n..

night..

dad ask me whether next tue got test or not..i answered yes..then he said i cant attending my cousin felicia's wedding dinner..when i heard that,i quickly went to the living room and beg him that i wanna go~all my aunty help me say good words to my dad..wahhaa..i wan go..i don't care..=p..in my mind,i sure can go de lah..cos i know my dad's characteristic..hia hia hia..~.~'

semester exam is sooner

tomolo exam est lor..i have done my revision..but not all of it..haiy..stil have to do add math project too..rushing rushing..-.-''

凌辰被叫醒

12am
十二点多我已进入了我的梦乡..可是突然的一通电话导致我不能再睡下去了..爹迪接,是阿姨打来..她说妈咪头晕晕,喘大气..问要送去医院吗..爹迪无奈便点头答应..哥哥叫我起来陪同爹迪一起去..叫我准备衣物那些,怕可能会在那过夜..凌辰时刻,路上只有几辆车..一片寂静..到了那儿..婆婆在那等我们..爹迪去办手续..我便进去看妈咪..看她喘气喘到满大力的..医生便给她吸氧气..里面冷气真的好冷阿..冷得发抖阿我,,

2am
我看着妈咪的眼睛..她也看着我,,我眼眶不禁泛着泪水..她也没眨眼睛,凝视着我..她的眼眶也泛着泪水..那一刹那,她就是我的妈咪..我的妈咪心是很软的,..我的妈咪跟我一样很爱哭..她知道我的心很软,,我还记得她曾经对别人说过'我的三女儿心是最软的,很容易就哭'..看到妈咪跟着我流眼泪..我的心好痛..眼泪忍不住就流下来..爹迪叫我不要哭..我敢紧抹掉妈咪的泪..去外面陪婆婆..

3.30am
妈咪说她想回家..她没什么事了..爹迪就叫医生给她discharge..回到家了,,.就以经快要四点了..

5.30am
alarm弄醒了我..我好累哦,,才睡了两个小时.,.我便爬起来跟爹迪讲我不想去学校..睡不饱..我不想在课室上睡着,,爹迪讲好吧..所以我没去学校咯..