我对2007年的每一月的感想 (2)

5月
3号,大姐回去kl了..=(..5号,干妈咪前几天回来..中午去附近的kaya&toast吃..面包烤得满酥脆的,.不过我还是不喜欢..只是喜欢它的地方怖置而已..晚上就跟aunt5和她的家人吃晚餐在batu lintang..过后去大屋,阿姨们在屋里聊天..bi教我驾那auto..哈哈..还没move nia,她的妈妈就出来叫我们..aunt5送我回家..bi msg我她妈骂她..生气我们两个..9号,没去学校..因为我要去拔牙..第一次拔牙,lower right side的一颗牙..当她打麻醉药的时侯,超痛的!!讨厌..拔掉就没感觉到痛..也不觉得口水在流..真是的..羞羞..呵呵..晚上,妈要icing cake,我买错..她msg我叫我自己吃完它..我那时买好就直觉去补习了..可怜,被她骂..10号,是运动日..跟我的同学出..先去jade pot那吃,然后再去hock lee那..逛阿逛,就去car park拿车..阿呀呀..一个又帅又高的变态老竟然跟着我们..我吓到流眼泪..真不巧我就坐在窗们旁边..他就在旁边..真是吓死人了..婷被我的叫喊声给吓到也紧张起来..哈哈..真是的..咳~过后她们要去igloo吃冰,我没去,就叫她放我在朋友家..11号,跟爸去mjc买菜,我乘爸去买菜,就告诉他我去剪头发..呵呵..13号,是伟大的母亲节..跟妈去j&j吃早餐,然后去新开的department store 逛逛..14号,没无学校,去拔牙..因为我要带牙套..拔掉right upside的一颗..15号,我们的班将转去form 1 的lab..将在lab度过这一年..咳哟哟..20号,跟妈,aunt 2,aunt3去maliha看大姨..这四个姐妹就是最和好的,每次到了礼拜就相约去看她们的大姐..我也跟着去咯..因为在那学驾车..那儿很少车辆所以妈也肯我驾..23号,又来了一个新的kakak..我想她应该会做比那两个久吧,,24号,外婆和小弟回来..我跟妈去附近的公园跑步..回了,我叫妈让我驾回..没想到撞到篱笆..oh oh~妈就那边念念念..26号,放假了..kenny叫我去他家bbq..我跟amelia去..慧娜没有空就没去..27号,妈妈要放生两只乌龟..其实前几天是买来给妈放生的,来积功德..我,妈妈,爸和小弟就去batu kawa的一间乌龟庙拜拜..那而有海..妈就在旁边放走可爱的大乌龟..弟哭了..他说他可怜他们..过后我们就去jln song的scr吃..(还怀念哦..咳~)晚上就去个跟妈去会馆念日本经..29号,妈带小弟gary去政府那弄他的passport..而我叫妈放我在igloo meet 吟..第一次去那,我冷得快要发抖了..都没有血色了..真是的..过后妈弄好后,就送吟回..我们三个就去kfc吃..本想不要补习的,可是妈不肯就只好去咯..30号,去秀家..她要实习化妆,所以我就当她的model咯..晚上就在她家吃晚餐..然后妈又带我去念经了..

6月
4号,跟gary,婷,彩秀,sharon去secret recipe吃..gary最好命咯..吃spagheti..我们四个就喝牛奶咯..哈哈..真好笑..过后就去看pirates of carribean..我都没看前几集就看最新一集..有点blur..9号,表姐的朋友结婚..我也认识的,,就去早上的婚礼,然后在男方家吃..晚上就去晚宴..妈和kakak就去大屋那过夜跟她的姐妹们..10号,晚上aunt7要买她女儿的裤,我就叫大舅载..买好就去tj的 market喝水..我叫大舅给我驾回大屋..他肯,.笑死人了.那是我第一次在tj驾..他们两个在车上笑到肚子痛了..因为我的速度就像乌龟..凸阿凸..能够想像吗?哈哈..13号,外婆煮那粉红花..晚声上补习,林倩送我一个key chain,她去台湾那度假..20号,晚上补习..林倩一直鼓励我msg雪梯..过后就有胆了..呵呵..

7月
嗯,七月就没什么特别的事,只清楚自己很心酸..就是感情的事啦..不想讲这个了..

8月
4号,下午和爸带妈去看dr.asaad..看好后,我就叫爸放我在jln song,我要去meet啦啦和吟..提早两天帮吟庆祝生日..先去买蛋糕,才去scr那吃..真衰..两个联合蒜我跟那waiter..我又没做么,哪知他一直盯着我看..7号,妈进大医院..那时侯只是觉得头疼所才留院观查,而我就陪她过夜..8号&9号,没去学校,因为照顾我妈在医院咯..而大姐在9号回来看妈..11号,去f.f跟feli..两个人逛阿逛..过后晚上就去陪妈..14号,妈出院..我跟大姐就去找古董的东西,她要买礼物给一位阿姨..去srw plaza 找..去到一间古董店..她就买了古晋有名的猫咪像咯..呵呵..最普便的啦..15号..大姐回去了..=(..16号,就是二姐回咯..呵呵..她也是回来看妈妈..17号,跟bi,姐,妈妈,阿姨她们去f.f..有人打架..真是的..桃花纠纷..cheh,.18号,晚上跟阿秀和ah seng的朋友去richmond吃..第一次去那..满okay的啦..19号,妈去baptized在st.jo..那时侯她在医院时认识到一位修女..很多人都说我妈很幸运,一生中竟然被她看到修女..我为什么会这么说呢?让我来告诉你吧..是有很多修女,可是我妈看到的是commalite的修女..commalite是指没人看得到的修女..她们在一间church,信徒们去祈祷时,根本看不到修女..她们不能给人看的..穿得一身巧克力色的修女服,包得一身紧..只能看到脸而已的..那时我就很奇怪,问阿姨们做么不能给人看?她说就像尼姑这样..看不到的..她们也没出来逛街什么的,都有人帮她们打理的..所以我妈就是因为有那修女的迷津才决定baptize的..忘了告诉你,有其中一位修女病入膏荒了,所以才不得已进医院的..21号,跟我的小学同学们有聚会..很开兴能够再次跟他们同聚..呵呵,,全部人都变得很不一样,.男大女大18变..22号,跟妈两人去riverside那看rush hour 3..那时的她有点没力,需要我扶她..两个人就去逛先,讨厌,全都是马来人较多..可惜我跟妈不能坐在一起..因为满人..只能分开坐..看完,我就去买我的diesel裙..呵呵..超开兴的..搭德士回家,竟然要rm15..真是够命的..

9月
4号,买了我的白包包..^^7号,下午有bio ceramah,所以放学就跟啦回吟家..两点就倒回去..很不幸的,我跟啦走去学校途中..看到有一个男子走在我们的前面..我那时没事做,就一直跟啦讲,他会不会是变态老阿..因为我们看不到他的两只手,他放在前面..讲一讲,我们两个就有一点怕怕..啦问我要不要走捷径,我说不用啦..可能是自己吓自己啦..哪知快要到了半路的小路,那个男子竟然躲在那..阿~~我怕死了赶快跑..啦则走快步..他真的是变态老..我快要哭了..整身都发抖了..很kong阿..做么都这么衰阿..haiyoyo..过后bio ceramah完了,我去厕所..艾呀!@我的最爱的镜子被我打破了..真是的,我真的自认倒霉了啦!心好痛哦,我的镜子..跟了我3年了啦..讨厌!!!9号,bi叫我去游泳..我们两先去scoop吃ice cream..感觉很好..又好吃..只是贵了点..听她讲她的故事..吃好后就去hilton找她的妈妈,阿姨在里面的一间salon作工..就去上面游泳咯..那时有人开派对..又点不敢不敢,可是最后还是去游泳~呵呵..真爽!17号,就是我跟我妈车祸的那一天..回想起来,就是那场车祸导致我妈这么快走的原因吧..没有那场车祸,她的魂就不会被吓到,没有那场车祸,她就不会变得乱讲话..我真的好后悔..捶心肝..故事是这样,我放学回了,我的邻居有programme,所以我就自己找车回..那时妈mc我..放学了,我就打给她叫她来载..她本来叫大哥来载的,可是大哥冲着凉..她怕我会等太久,就来载我..那时载好我,她说她要去银行领钱,去tj的 bank,我领好钱后,正要关上们而已,还来不及戴seat belt,她不小心误把reverse踩到油门,整辆车reverse的很快就撞到了树..很多人都说我为什么不要拉brek..拜托,我以经紧张的不知所措了,哪还有心思去想该怎么办,.我真的是吓呆了..真的很幸运没撞到人或者车..就是撞到树而已..我那时撞到了窗门..看到妈整个人软起来,赶快开车门走去妈那儿..很多人都在看,bank的工作人员打了电话给ambulance..妈很镇定..所以自从那车祸车祸之后,她整个人变得很会乱讲话..以经神质不情楚了..隔天18号,我的劲痛..不能扭转,哥带我去urut,,扭两三下劲就好多了..咳~30号,就跟秀她们去pizza junction庆祝她的生日..

我对2007年的每一月的感想 (1)

今天已是2007年的最后一天了..12月31日..我想写出来我对今年的感想和一切所发生在今年的事..我把对我最有特别的日子都写下来..大家仔细地看咯..=)

1月
一月了,我升上了form4..去了新的一班,认识到了那些在几年前不曾说过话的朋友们..也很高兴终于了解到feli,双婷..至于阿啦当然不用说了,从form1认识到她现在..那月9号,是我第一次配隐型眼镜.我还记得去年一直吵着要戴,可是被妈妈阻止了..所以到那天才自己走路去买..那时侯有补习,补习前就自己走路去买了..补习近近而已..咳无知少女就是了..呵呵..27号,没去学校,因为aunt3的唯一儿子也就是我的表哥结婚..我跟妈说我不想去学校,我要去早上的婚礼赠茶仪式..晚上就出席他的晚宴..妈妈那时侯都没去,因为她在养伤..我等表姐来载我之前,跟她拍了一张相片..回想那时侯我真的很庆幸有跟她拍照,现在我的手机也放了这张相片作为wallpaper..28号,就是大家都知道的娱乐新闻许纬伦车祸去世的事件..咳,人生无常..31号,是妈第一次的化疗在normah specialist..她很坚强..

2月
4号,是妈和爸的结婚纪念日..想当初我还记得,我无意间搜到妈和爸的结婚证,他们在83年注册结婚,我又心想,大姐也在83年出世勒..一直在想为什么这么巧,最后一个电灯泡叮在我的脑里..原来妈和爸是奉子成婚,就是所谓的先上车后捕票咯..我连忙快去追问妈妈,她还笑问为什么我会知道..我告诉她,certificate全都告诉我了..呵呵..9号,我没去学校,鼻子痛..因为豆豆生在鼻子里..同学都问我鼻子跟上课有什么关系..我哑口无言..10号,是星期六也有上课,我也没去..因为星期六所以不想去..16号,星期五我也没去..没原因..21号,妈第二次的化疗..23号,过年的初六,我班上的几个同学来我家拜年..我叫了绍猫,魄爷,作摆,吟,啦啦,阿秀..那时侯魄爷输到脱裤阿..呵呵..24号,就去阿秀家,教她弄电脑的东西,,她刚开始玩,不懂怎么操作电脑的文件..27号,没去学校,没原因..我去修理我最爱的手表..终于修好了..好开兴哦..已经戴了差不多有三年多了,现在还好好的..^^那支手表是当年大姐的
新加坡爱慕者送给她,可是她不要就让给我..被我保管的还完整无缺..呵呵..

3月
6号,是妈妈的生日..她今年收了三粒蛋糕..她好开兴哦..呵呵..一个是我们送的,一个是二姐的哥儿们送的,另外一个就是她的cousin aunty twins送的..8号,拍全班照..晚上就跟爸妈去jade pot吃..妈那时侯根本不喜欢在那吃,因为她都不喜欢那边的食物..是我这个小女子推介的..=p..她们不喜欢,我喜欢嘛~10号,已是假期了..我去拉直头发..呵呵..因为看惯了我的倦发想换发质了..刚好干姐ling回来古晋这里..晚上就跟她和bi去jln song的pizza hut吃晚餐..过后又走去马中那儿聊天..12号,约吟和啦去kfc聊天..ling&bi也在那,只是不同桌..晚上就和cousin们去香港面粥家吃晚餐..四个女子..我,ling,bi& aunt3's 女唯一女儿也就是我的表姐..她载我们出去kai kai..在大屋睡,隔天晚上,13号,发烧..又隔一天14号,在下午发烧..爸帮我kiap sa..天阿,,.最惨的一个下午..哭到好惨..哈哈..一直要乘机逃跑但被爸给抓了起来..妈妈还在那笑..grrr..又隔一天15号,背后酸痛..是那kiap sa导致我的背后痛..=( 18号,第一次服用那个brown rice powder..好好喝..是aunty connie介绍给我妈的..19号,没有声音..声带不知做么,发不出声音..也好,不用跟无聊人废话..呵呵..21号,来了一年轻kakak..小过我耶..天生就有兔唇..所以我每次都要她重复她的话,因为听不清楚..今年的一月我已有爱慕者称雪梯(nick name)=p..看到他很开心..我只是在发表我那时侯的心情而不是现在啦!!要搞清楚哦..23号,跟别人拿了他的号码..当然开心咯..而且又紧张..25号,小熊msg我,跟我讲心事..好久没跟他聊了自从上了form4..30号,今年的第一次踏进kpca..自从去年的事见之后就再也没踏进那儿咯..所以是今年的地一次咯..31号,跟winnie,vivian她们两去jln song逛晚上的夜市..

4月
1号,去拜山..妈那边的relative..拜好了,第一次勇敢的msg我的爱慕者..呵呵..少女心情阿..莫怪莫怪..4号,跟吟去看mr.bean..就我们两个人而已..还以为会播很久,哪知才一个小时半而已,真是超不爽的!6号,跟吟去kpca看雪梯,.然后就去吃冰淇淋..8号,跟妈和小kakak去吃早餐过后又去马中走走吃冰淇淋..哪知下午,小kakak的agent带她走..真他妈的她!!old woman..她要吃我们的钱,嫌我们给不够,.就带走她..她还一直暗示我她不想走..可是没办法,那个欧巴桑偏偏拉她走..真气死人,,13号,来了一个kakak..大我几岁而已..18号,哭到眼睛肿,.没原因,,我忘了记下原因..20号,跟爸和干爹去j&j吃消夜..21号,好久没吃到rendang了..aunt5煮的..好吃~23号,我的心病又发作了..爸带我去王慧英那拿药..24号,我最勇敢了..自愿去演讲我的国文作文..哇哈哈..同学们,看了这篇文章别炸我阿~呵呵=p..25号,那个kakak又走了..她一直哭哭哭,妈火大了就叫她的agent送她走..真是的..妈也开始跟aunt lu fung念日本经了..26号,大姐回来探望妈..我跟妈去shopping然后才
去机场接大姐..27号,没去学校,没原因..好像是大姐回来了所以选择一天不要去..跟妈和大姐去肥猫吃早餐..28号,跟姐和妈去香港铜罗湾吃早餐..第一次去那..好美哦..crown tower装修了比较美去..29号,午餐吃素,满好吃的,不错不错..然后去aloha买它的chicken pie..超好吃..以前是妈推介我吃的,.一极棒!!晚上就去bdc联运那吃晚餐..晚上就跟大姐和她的朋友看电影..the hills have eyes ll..又刺激又恐怖..30号,陪妈在normah化疗..家里的厕所装修..晚上就去stutong的礼明吃..晚上11.30pm家里停电..真是的!

mum's day 40

morning went to church..i would like to go to father lim there but........~speechless~...after church,went to green gallery there searching for my artificial flowers..for put at mum's graveyard there..finally i found it..hehe..nina call me to join her at joanne's hse party tomolo night..but i feel like don want to go..all is stranger for me except she n joanne..but i don want~31st tomolo..all go countdown..yin called me go amily's hse bbq..but i refused..don feel like want to go out..at night,i copied some things,bi called me to open the gate..get shocked..cos 10pm already..hahaa..bi called me go to big hse bbq..aiyoyo..lazy ar..dad was feeling hungry ,called us go da pao..i cheat him bi get license already..you thought he's stu... mei???he asked bi let him see her license ar..haha,,.funny~

a mass for mum

woke up at 5.30am when heard my roaster sound..went to church by 6.15am..gosh,damn cold in the earlier morning..0.0''..i brought my rosary to let father lim bless it..after the mass we went to king center ling long for breakfst.. one of the twins aunty lost her hp..she very nervous..oops..i saw a woman looks like my mum ..get shocked..totally looks like tat time she had passed away//haiy...after that,went to big hse..aunty them need move to her own hse stay bcos sch want to reopen le..aunt and ah ge go to work..bi stay at my hse...oh no~finally i found my song@@@@@!!!!damn thrill..almost want go to bang the wall...yea~thank you...^^bi went out with her fren who was back frm australia for her summer holiday,an old fren..later i out with nina..when nina reached my home,bi stil not yet back..haiyo,,so late..aunty cant wait for her bcos she have to rushed to ken take her cloths by 5pm..that time was 4.32pm..we reached ken,bu jus back my home..sorry..her bf picked her up..after ken,then went for mcd,aunty and nina were hungry bcos they jus came down frm their kampung..nina wanted to cut hair,and aunty wanted to wash her hair at richard's salon..so i shop in the popular lo..found lots of great book,.saw li yan's elder sistar..what a coincidence..!at last i bought 1 book..after at salon,then walked to srw watson..i bought the candle,nina bought her sch bag,walked to riverside again..i found my straight cut jean.but not my cup of tea..nina search for her sch shoe..after shopping,the time was bout 8.35pm..my legs getting pain..grrr..beh tahan..2 more days to go..

shopPing

thought today is a boring day again..feli msg me ask me out..sure i do~^^haha..she jus backed frm singapore yesterday nite,so sure i wan to meet her..she gave a packet of seashell chocolate..thank you=)we went to stutong there 1st,buy her black skirt for her performance in the church..then i bought my kakak a towel and a clip for her present since she came until now i nvr give her anything..hehe..after that,we 2 would like to go the new plaza,ehhe..wuken beh tahan then go loh..we 2 nvr been there mah so...hard to parking,also have to wait..iisshh..finally get a parking frm the man who guide us..lots of dust..yehhh..dirty~went upstair..my eyes shine shine again..@.@'' ..i bought 2 chains,and glasses..after that went to mcd eat abit..we 2 eat french fries,my dad called me..ask me to buy fresh flowers..already almost 6pm..so fast~back home..later 7.30pm we pray for mum for her 40 days..tomolo got a mass for my mum at the church,so me went to big hse overnight again..have to get up at 5.30am yeh..start at 6am fo for the rosary,6.30am baru get started for the mass..

lucky / unlucky(half half)

26/12/07(wednesday)
i was prepared for my sauce in the afternoon..evening,aunt5 had called me to get ready,so i prayed for mum first..7.30pm out frm hse..i went to big hse overnight.we 2 suppose wanted went to the new plaza,but alang alang ah ge finished her work at 8pm..so spent half an hour waiting for her at cutting edge..after that,we went to our destination..damage~traffic jam!yyeeehhh...wait till sien ar..don go liao..order pizza better...haha..bi finished her work at 9pm..her darling fetch her back..we 3 went back big hse,i called the pizza hotline,for order large..but the waitress told me their large size is finished already,then order regular size but she cost me the same price same as the large price..grr..i didnt listen properly then hang up my ph..i was a bit blur blur that time..(OS:huh?gave me a regular size but stil the same price as large size..shit!why like that,really damn unluck today)..while unlock the main door,suddenly run out of electric..the hse was darker..we 3 were so afraid..why so unlucky today..no large pizza ,no went to the new plaza,plus running out of electric!!!ggrrrr..memang malang..after a few mins aunty tried to search the switch which caused the running out of electric..finally found it..the hse is normal..got electric finally ..phew~after 15 mins,the pizza man was came..ooops..2 regular pizza!!!woooo...im so lucky....i thought have 1 only,..hehe..felt happy and mood is goin better,..haha..oh ya,.i realised that i didnt listen properly when the waitress told me ..haiyo..my fault..bi back too..me n ah ge finish eaten the pizza..so full ya..great supper i had ever eaten this month..hahah..chit chat wit bi almost 12am..sharing story baru fall asleep..

27/12/07(thursday)
morning,get up by calling frm aunty at 6.54am,.my alam is 7am ler..-.-'',,get up and boiled my water for cook the macaronni..finish bathing,then took out the sauce and warm it..they out at 8am..im waiting teac to pick me up..went to sch..saw lala and yin..doin those work until 11am..saw alots of form 3 students ..oh ya,they collect their pmr results..ting fetch me back hom..we 2 went to the garden..i wan cry lah..damn scary..=(..i scare,...really scary..ting teach me drive,,too stu... lah me..she keep on laughing..hahah..i think she will vomit after teaching me..3.10pm is my dentist appointment..late dad pick me at 2pm..kong ar..so early..i rather than go to aunt3 hse to spend my time lor..reach there,waiting for the nurse calling my name..while i seat in,i met dr.alex..
he told me i have to take out 1 more teeth in the lower left side..oh no..again..iissshh...he say do the upper 1st..so the woman dentist make a model of the teeth for me,1st is lower and the last is upper..lower i felt no pain at all,but the upper 1,really really make me damn feeling death..i almost wanted to vomit..i can feel my eyes full with tears ...oh no,even a few second i also cant tahan..the woman dentist and n the guy assistant keep on calling me relax,shake my foots,breathing..phew!at last baru okay..the guy assistance call me to wash my face,he is laughing at me..shit him..see my face with the dirt,,so i have another appointment for next month,,haiy..have to sacrifice for beauty.~

chrisTmas dAy

suppose set my alarm at 8.30am..but woke up at 9am..quickly kemas everything..aunt connie came at 9.30am..wah..she was quicker than my though..ehhe..call bi,but they not yet take bath,so we 3 went to our breakfast first..i intro them to my favourite cafe..hhaha..haiyo tat nina damn like their cappucino..whats that!!not really taste nice,.stil damn like~crazy..hahah..niNa ar nIna!after our breakfast then went to big hse..the 3 are still like tortoise..we wait for them..bi has gave me & nina thechristmas gift..^^thank you bi..tat was my 1st christmas gift..i appreciate it..everybody is get ready then 6 of us went to my mum's graveyard..*aunt5*,her 2 daughters *ah ge*ah bi*aunt connie*nina* and ME!went there,we prayed for her..quite many ppls today..bcos christmas mah~11am we went back to aunt connie hse 1st..i went there take bath..nina was played her guitar..wooo..she was played well..12pm baru back to big hse..we wait for big aunt them..all want to gathered at the big hse here..hehe..we 3 girls then play uno cards lo..so funny lah,owes laugh crazily..i think im the one who most crazier than them..owes made them laugh..hahah..so enjoyable today..all of us stay at the big hse there until 6pm baru back to my home have the dinner..i ask aunt connie cook the sweet&sour fillet for us..dad has his dinner at outside wit his prudential frens..only bro didnt out..suppose all want to go to hollywood but failed..aunty them all no guts..iissshhh..aunt connie n nina back at 8pm.then left aunt5 them so we prayed for my mum..10pm they jus back to big hse..aunt5 bring along my kakak,she wan her to do the cleaning tomolo ,bcos damn dirty there..then i agree..miss my fortune telling half an hour neh..grrr..bro told me ask me to visit aunt ah yong tomolo..hmm so i have to call her to ask for her permission..why have to ask???bcos scare she pantang so have to ask lo..aunt connie them back to her kampung tomolo..and aunt 5 them all have to work tomolo..haiy back to normal life again,,hahah..hey gal wat do u mean normal life?its exactly normal life okay~yeah yeah..i know lah..(my OS)=p
^^merry christmas ^^what an enjoyable christmas mum,..i know u can feel it!

christmas eve

24/12/07(monday)
get up to wish mum a merry christmas!^^nth special for morning..and the afternoo got to prepared my ingredient for my spagheti and fried ball..aunt5 was came my hse after she finished work at 6pm..while prepared my sauce,danny owes rush me to cooked quickly..iishhh,,he was hungry till death,standing at there and stared on my sauce..owes stealed my fish ball..su[ppose a very nice plate full with my fish ball,but only left half plate..damn him..kuat makan lah~grrr..aunt connie them came at 8pm..after that the twins aunty came at 8.30pm..we have to go to church b4 10pm.suppose wanted go to st.jo wit aunt connie but all of the aunty them go to the holy trinity so just followed them/..oh no..i had didnt seen my bibi for a month already..now that saw her..very thrilled~10pm..so went to church there..all the seat have full of ppl..we 3 girls sit together..nina,me and bi,.wooo..alots of goodies..my eyes shine shine..hahhaa...started at 11pm..then ended at 12.15am..we sang song,prayers,receive the holy communion,blessed every1..at last meet father lim..what a great midnight eve..aunt5 had call me went to the big hse slep with them together,i refused,..i wan with my mama..

nOn stOp

22/12/07(saturday)

晚上,快要进入梦乡了,却被回忆给阻碍住了..回忆什么呢??关于我对我妈所做的一切..回想当初我怎么对待我的母亲..我一直挺我爸,一直替我爸说好话,也一只跟我妈唱反调..!想到这个我就以经哭成泪人了..凌辰一点多跪在床边,祈求妈妈的原谅..我对她所做的一切的一切,请你原谅我..mama,i ask for your forgiveness,i know its too late to apologize to you..a heavy sin by me,.pls forgive what i had done to you ..终于体会到超出爱情友情的那个痛..失去挚爱的家人,心生不如死..好想捶死它..不要让它在跳动下去了..我的一个小学同学名叫钦丰,他在小学五年就失去了母亲,现在我终于体会到了他的痛,他的心情..请原谅我那时对你的冷漠..所以阿,不要让自己留下终生遗憾阿!否则有胆的话一定自寻短路..我的经验我了解..说实在,我一直都把她当成是去外地旅游,并切相信她有朝一日会回来的,相思她的每一天,心就有一股阵痛..别人把我像自己的孩子一样疼,我很感激,可是亲生妈妈的那种无条件的爱和付出,是无法代替和比较的..接下来的人生,我永远永远也体会不到她的关心她的无理取闹了..我唯一能做的就是疼我的爸爸了..把对妈妈的爱一起给爸爸..我不想再留遗憾了..遗憾会否定一个人的生存价值..我走过来了..

23/12/07(sunday)

morning,got up at 7.44am..rush to kemas everyting..waiting for aunty connie pick me up to her hse..one of nina's fren joanne came to her overnight for goin church too..9.40am we reached at the church..the rosary is almost finished..礼仪我也渐渐地熟了..11am结束..去一家餐厅吃fast food..我好久没吃rendang了..quite hot&spicy..一点多,我叫阿姨放我在tj..i wanted to wash&cut hair..after 40mins,then went to buy my stationary,candle and my spagheti food..tomolo im goin to cook for them for my 1st christmas eve..2pm dad came to pick me up..we went to mum's graveyard for her 1st christmas..we celebrate earlier a day for her..when i viewed frm far far away ,i saw my mum's graveyard is the most special than others..most highest&most beautiful..the 4angels is very cute,which blue in colour..we lighted up the candle,put the fresh flowers into the vase..then pray for her..when i sang at the last hym for her,i was felt dizzy such a sudden,whole body seat at the beside of mum's graveyard..那时侯还大热天,我们三个都变成烧鸡了,爸还真会挑时间..我想是因为我一整天都在走动,加上我人又*不舒服*,又大热天的,哪受的了阿..可我还是继续唱完我的歌..然后就跟我爸讲我头晕,要回家了..爸扶我走..他说我欠运动,好命过头每天都藏在家里吹冷气,当然一时不能在太阳底下被晒个精光..(OS:我又不是因为这些才晕的吧,一定是我来那个才造成晕晕的..huh..我给你我的身体看你会知道我有多晕吗!!真是的,.)大哥还作弄我说是妈妈抱着我才导致我会晕.,因为我是唯一在妈的焚墓旁边.那两个都在妈的焚前..这个人真的很欠common sense耶,被灵魂抱应该是没知觉吧..总之那时在车里超无力,就不跟他拗下去了..跟这种人沟痛简直是在伤了我的体力..他还想诱惑我说:'燕,要不要去boulevard,?我们现在就去哦..kia..',爸回煞他说不要去跟人家挤啦..他想用这个来诱惑我,门都没有..我不要回应他,专心疗我的头..慧到家就已经快要四点了,冲好凉就去睡我的觉..四个阿姨刚好来我家探望我妈..妈妈的三个姐姐和一个五妹..大家看着我家的photo album又哭成一团..咳,.

disappointed/coincidence??

whole night cant get a good sleep..you ask me why?i din even know why and alots of question mark in my mind~since this month i really had no 1 day is get myself to slep very well..iisshh..then the next morning i will sleep very sweet until 11am smth..i don like this feeling though..eventhough i didnt take a nap for a long time already when it's holiday..damn,..what to do??talk with myself lor in the midnight..grrr..this afternoon followed dad went to market buy vege..night,feli told me she wil not be goin to the assistance of the kelab,so im goin to less a fren..besides that,yin called me that she couldnt accompany me tomolo..oh no,hao must be getting disappointed if im not goin to meet him./.and he will be leaving here on this sat night..EXCUSE ME??everthing is come too coincidence!!!what can i do..blaming them???NO..just *sigh*...so this is the fate between me n hao..he always looking forward to meet me..but coincidence is killing me..why im so upset??no lah/.jus see him pity that he couldnt meet me lah..and im goin to spend my time again with my drama/fortune book.

bio project

last night feli called me out..she want to buy those ingredient ..ooo.she with wukenshi..after bought our foods then went to eat my favourite..oh no,meet my dad n uncle peter..hahha..what a coincidence!he teach me alots of things but i think i might forgot already..haha..

17/12/07(monday)
iisshhh..holiday still want to rush our bio proj..3 of them my classmates came to my hse today//feli came at 9.30am first..im still sleeping..raining today..damn cold..12pm then lala came..1smth ting baru came..then i cooked my spag..hungry till death..im afraid they don like the taste,,..oh no..delicious~but they eat less...huh...spoiled my mood only...hahah..after that then all of us discuss the proj..not spent than half a hour our discussion is complet..see them do nth then think of play millionaire..they all laugh at me..they dont play it for an ages..hahha./. play until ting back..then 4pm smth already..we plan for next time again for the 2nd discussion..lala been busy for this coming christmas..so great feli & ting also go for holiday next year...

get stucked

this few days im getting stucked in my taiwanese drama..damn nice..less step outside frm my room..this morning,get up at 7am..quickly ask kakak helped me make dumpling and fried it..i need to bring there eat..oh gosh..raining..waiting for the guy//then i go to feli hse after that is ss hse..wooo..early morning so crowded at there..we 3 keep on make fun..do nth..6hrs !!spending our time at there..chit chat alots..whahah..4pm baru back home..ss back to my hse..she wan on9..i gave her my stuff..telling story..*sigHHH*

relieve myself

today is sunday//7.30am my alarm rang..but...continue sleep..why i have to set alarm??bcos already promise aunt connie sunday morning go to church..aunty connie is my mum's cousin..
then kakak wake me up,said aunty'd phone me just now .. ooopsss...quickly rush to toilet to brush teeth..then had my breakfast..luckily she not yet come..the church is start at 10am actually,then aunty pick me up at 8.30.am.her daughter's nina not yet woke up..back to her home first...nina's 3 cousin all overnite at her there last night..9.30pm we out frm hse to the blessed sacrament church.,woo..lots of ppl..i'd nvr been such a larger crowded church before..9.30am start the rosary prayer..finish at 11am..we went to breakfast,then aunty called stay up at her hse,she want me to teach nina how to make the toasted chicken wing..hmm seems i do nth at home so..stay at her home until 4pm..me n nina have make toasted chicken wings,after that,then chit chat and watch movie in her room..she told me alots of thing..ask me go to her friend's prom next year..bcos she is goin to perform her bands in hilton..see im lonely then ask me to go those prom,camp,seminar n so on..is time to back home,aunty had told me,my family didnt dream of mum is bcos she is happily in the heaven,if the departed, request smth frm u in ur dream,that is not good,it is bcos the departed are suffering from the hell..i had just realise since mum had passed away she had never appeared in our dream before..our prayer just looks like their food,the more we pray for her,her sins will getting lesser and lesser,the fastest way to heaven..mum,you have to proud of us,..finally i get the explanation frm aunty connie..i'd totally relieved myself frm that dream..the time is 6.13pm,i were damn exhausted,go to take a nap first baru have my dinner..

naughty boy & losing weight

my naughty boy is goin back to kl today..im just back from airport..when there,help them check in..everything is goin smooth..no overweight..phew~hehe//luckily i did not cry in front my boy..if not he will laugh at me and insult me..besides, papa was sick of flu..i always tell myself do not sick,do not fall down,need to be strong..but now im losing lots of weight..damage..~since mum had passed away,im getting weaker & weaker..eat less,drink more..weird~not balancing at all..=p..totally losing 3kg..nowadays,always skip my dinner..not i want to diet,is no appetite to eat..hope this coming new year i'll be back as last time..

6/12/07(thurs)

lazy gal do nth at home,so i asked her came to my hse for accompany me ..earlier morning she came,im still sleeping..bull tat gary woke me up,.really want to hit him..she sat at my bed,then keng kai with her till 1oam..i dont want to get up,cos feel giddy..after keng kai,then bathing..pray for my mum with gary..2pm smth//make sushi..her first time//she made it so lau bei..=p//raining..damn..supposed dad asked me to go market with him..but rain..what to do??stil have to go..reached there..dad asked me stay in the car with lazy gal..heard her talk bout her parents..haiy..~speechless~......my dad sent her back home,but she forgot to brought along the sushi with her..night she baru came my hse to take again lor..i made a chain for her..beautiful^^..night..told dad i want to have a gathering during xmas..dad dont let..jus a simple gathering..mum used to exchange gift with all the ppl when xmas..i want to follow her footstep..midnight,.cant sleep...watch the video of mum..keep on crying..i'd realised, death isn't the end~ it can be overturn..how to say so??the dead wil appear frm others woman when they are pregnant..return from heaven..
the beloved dead will always beside us..

recently for this days

recently i had been DIY some necklace..whaha..seems i boring till death..and play some action games too..some lost contact friends had sms me.. get shocked..why>??bcos long long time didnt contact..been a bit weird..mayb they know im getting miserable this few days..or know from others i also not sure..i don want to ask anyway..just keep my mouth shut ! this days,really damn like staying at home,..ppl sure will thought im crazy izit???? NO,my hse..what's up..anything been disturbing you???just ignore me..so many favourite action game..example..cake mania,burger island,fab fashion,wedding dash,delicious deluxe......lots!!uncountable..hey li yan,give me a msg pls after view my blog..thought you dissapear yer,...o.o''

the 2 bitch back to KL

hey,don't think i'm so bad to call them bitch..was named it by the 2.tis morning,get up at 10am..after bathing,then follow the 2 go wash hair..so rich always want to wash hair..their flight is 1pm smth,after wash hair ,looked at the time almost 12pm..back to home..help gary book ticket..my little bro back with my popo at 8th of dec..actually i discussed with my dad yesterday night./



conversation

me : pa,i think gary don follow popo back lah,he can delay a bit.hmm..lke 12 or 13 like that

back lor,i bring him back..

dad : hmm..ok oso..you go check the air ticket/..see how much the ticket..

me : no problem..(quickly rushing)^^(bcos i want to go too..bluek..)



after checking..all the price is between 165.99 and 215.99..



i'm thinking..if i go there,got popo there..i sure will be get scolded..and too many ppl there,not very comfortable..so don go better..



me : PA,i dont want go liao lar..i help you book gary's flight same wit popo lar..

dad: (smile)....okay la,book his flight same with popo lar..



-ending-



actually my dad dont want me to go there,bcos if i go there,home only left papa,brother,kakak..really damn quiet..scare thief come to my hse open party..so i think of don wan go oso..after my spm i also need to go there..so keep this chance for my mama better..i wanna celebrate christmas with her..^^..her FIRST christmas on this year..

left mE

tHis few day i only can treasure lots with my sisters..they are going back to KL next MondaY..everybody say that im very lonely if they are goin to KL..ya,i really feel lonely..mu not here,sis not here..left dad n bro..and my maid make me feel unsafe too..scare she will leave me too..how to be strong like that..no one to talk to..only can look at mum photos and talk to her..face the wall..damn sad..everything has change around me..mummy ask me to go KL with popo and gary..i dono..jus be nature..sometime feel don want left dad..really hate those emotional..this few days always watch coffee prince,playing chess with my siblings..went out wit my sis buying clothes..we cant celebrate on newyear..so plan to goin for a nearer trip..last year i didnt join my family them..they went to A Famosa except me n my eldest bro..grrrr....so now is my first time to go for a trip during new year..and this year christmas mayb wiill celebrate at KL or with my aunty them at church there..dono..not a time to decide yet/,,

i hope all of my viewer jus see what am i witten on here,don ask me ques..!!

很不习惯没有她

25/11/07(SUNDAY)
下午,一直哭.哭个不停,心里很难受..快不能膣息了..哭了就倒在床上睡着去了..四点多起来想到要去买honey,就叫大姐陪我去买..我驾她坐..去老店..过后回到家,又想到忘了买纸盘,又倒回去买..终于买到我的 pudding container了,因为很难买到,找都找没有,所以终于可以做我的pudding了..今晚,是day five,也有prayer groups来..所以要准备吃的给他们..炒面,salad, fish ball,toasted chicken wings,mix vegetables..都是我们三姐妹做的..八点开始pray, pray好后才吃..aunt cecilia一直叫我take classes for christian..我还没有全心全意的想进,等我心定了才来..这些东西要慢慢来,我都还一直记得妈妈生前告诉我的话..

26/11/07( monday)
今天是day six,今早本想要带大姐去dentist 那的,六点多alarm就响了,叫大姐醒,哪知她说星期三早上吧,因为懒才找借口..我本身也不想醒所以就管她的..九点多小弟就一直我醒,叫我跟他和爸爸一起出去弄妈妈的death certif,..我就想,他不是很讨厌我的吗,干嘛今天好死叫我跟他一起..我不要醒,爸就叫他拿水来...心想,惨了惨了,小弟要拿水来喷我..快点盖密密..他拉我的被,就喷下去,逼不得已就起身换衣服..我也不爽就拉大姐一同下水..呵呵..先去JPN那办妈的death certif,吃早餐,我顺便早吟叫她来买礼物..看到阿明..他先叫我,满惊呀的看到他,他在打工..买好就等爸来接我..爸他们去photostat先..所以就跟吟和明聊一下..
明天就是christian 的头七..明早要去妈的graveyard拜拜..真的很不习惯没有妈的存在..家里都是她给我的回忆..

妈离去的第二天

睡到四点多才起来..轮到大姐睡..都睡在客厅.mummy也没睡,六点多就跟她去tabuan market买菜..买妈最爱吃的多层糕..回到家,就献早餐给她吃....很不舍得.....眼睛真的很痛..快张不开了.....不想要哭了.....一直告诉自己要坚强的面对妈的离去....可是另边厢又在想好想吃药来寻找妈,,,..mummy叫我弄好妈的一切,等大姐二姐她们回kl,叫我也跟着去holiday..她说我在这里只会更想太多..说实在的古晋以经成为我的伤心地了..可是我不想离开...想回忆妈的一切一切...好多她的朋友们,亲戚们都说她生前很开朗,最会搞笑的..是的,我妈却实是这样的人..........下辈子我也想当你的女儿.....mama~妈妈会每日每秒跟着我们的...

God bring heR to hEavEn

21/11/07

妈妈今天一直张开眼睛.,,比平常张开比较多了..可是她的呼吸很辛苦..喘大气...mummy告诉我们不可再叫她的名了,反而要劝她睡觉..因为睡觉可以让她不会感到恐惧死亡..她说妈现在的心里害怕死亡所以才会一直张开眼睛,,不想关闭..看了好心痛..晚上九点多,她的heart beating越来越慢,脚底和脸颊也渐渐冰冷..这就是颠临死亡症状...爸感快call church的人来念经..他们来到就开始帮妈pray..pray没几分钟..妈以断气了.............................我真的真的崩溃了.......................我真的不想活了.....妈走了.........她离我而去了...........

我们做子女的就帮她梳洗漂亮,打扮,穿上美丽的晚装.....我一直压抑自几不许掉半颗眼泪在她身上...coffin也到了....他们把妈抬进去....妈~!~~~我很想你..

funeral是在星期五下午,..因为father lim早上教书,所以就下午..将会登在晚报,星州,borneo post...妈去世的时间是在9.55pm..我凌辰两点多才睡..

只求有奇迹

最近一直没什么心情来这里...妈以经没带那鼻子助食器了..因为她里面含了很多痰..我们看她很辛苦地咳嗖,爸就给一名护士打电话,问她该怎么脱掉..护士在电话里教爸,然后大家看着爸慢慢地帮妈拉出来,大家都哭成一团..我也一直摇头哭泣..因为大家都清楚,妈一旦没用鼻子助食器,她的舌头也变硬了..根本无法吃东西..就这样静静的等时间了..好心痛..我接受不了事实....躲在房里大哭.//手里拿着妈妈最常带的帽子,robot t-shirt,lagging short,..我要陪妈妈,我要妈妈等我..我要跟她一起..那时侯爸进来房里安慰我..叫我要坚强..可是我坚强不了..我要妈妈..爸爸告诉我,那他怎么办呢如果我也走了??我告诉他,还有哥哥他们阿..我要陪妈妈..那时侯..我真的彻底崩溃了.....你们知道失去妈妈的感受吗??我终于可以了解温淑婷的感受了....无法去形容那是什么感觉........只想陪妈妈一起走..................

我妈回家了

15/11/07(thursday)

今早,起身梳洗后,就点多就等mummy来载我去买东西..她来了,我们就先去相片店洗妈的相片..洗8R一张,4张IC SIZE..,一个相框,还有mummy要洗给她们的另外六姐妹,就洗4R的六张咯..弄好后,就去香香吃早餐..过后就去金铺店买silver necklace,silver cross pendant,silver ring,silver chain..这一路上,mummy跟我讲了很多..包括要带我去KL就读的事..而我心里在挣扎着,想着想着...我在想,我在那边应该会变很多吧..她们两夫妻对我的期望却时很高....我以经老实回应mummy,我本身以经踏错第一步了...就是进到science stream..我也真的真的没兴趣...不想也不要...mummy叫我去跟dady(干爹)商量我的future...如果是姐姐们,当然不希望我跟mummy...因为她们都是过来人.....咳..我不知怎么办???妈妈不在了,没人帮我决定了..我自己必需independent起来了...我看得到我的future 吗??

然后就去医院看妈了..妈今天可以回家了..可是医院的ambulans fully book,没办法,mummy只好打给rescue 991的来载妈回..去到医院,两个姐都在那儿..我帮她们一起把东西搬下车..我跟大姐先回..而mummy和二姐会坐
那ambulans跟妈一起回..在车里,我告诉大姐关于mummy对我说过的话..她告诉我,mummy&dady的自我要求以经很高了,况切对他们的子女也是一样...而我更没话说..我听到姐的一翻话...我真的不知该怎么办....无力 和 无奈,,(你们读了这篇文章之后,应该会觉得没什么,干嘛要这么沮丧,..其实当中包括了很多私人事情..不方便透露..我也不知要怎么透露,也不知道怎么去理解..就是这样........)

一点多,ambulans到了我家..帮妈妈推进来..那时侯,欣慧的妈妈还有老店的老板娘也来看望妈妈一下子..我阿姨她们也在哭..咳.......一天一天的被泪水淹没...很不是滋味..晚上七点多,跟大姐,小弟去拿相片,去爱莉买白衣,带小弟去剪头发,exhange silver neclace(原因是买得太短)//过后去买sausage,我要做sushi给那两个姐吃..两个都只会叫我做//真是的..可是我也做得开心啦..呵呵...回到家..全部都坐在外面跟妈讲话..(不要误会,我妈没讲话,是她们在跟她讲话..在唤醒着她//而她还是一样,张开不了眼睛..)十一点多,全部阿姨也回了..大姐和二姐和小弟睡客厅,我没地方睡就回到自己的房间睡..她们睡客厅是要看着妈..

眼睛被哭肿了

今早..姐叫我下去打包..我不要因为怕怕一个人..两个人的面子大过天所以就勉强吃两包泡面,,.哈哈..真是的..下午一点多,姐先回家冲凉..而我就继续待着陪妈..妈没张开眼睛..我还没吃下午饭..就睡在妈妈的旁边..我没真正的入睡,是躺着看着妈的脸庞..告诉她我很想她..不能没有她..每当葛个欺负我,妈就会挺身替我骂她..现在没人能帮我了..再也没人会来保护我了..妈~我好想你....就一直抽涕..一直控制我的抽涕声,因为又不是只有我在那病房..还有其它的病人..所以一直忍着自己的哭泣声..妈听得到我说的话..她的眼角也留着泪..好心酸,好心酸..三点了,肚子再也忍不住了就下去下面买beef cheese burger&cracker..那时侯的我,眼睛肿得像金鱼..还敢下去见人..反正我又没带contact lens所以管他人怎么看我,..我看不到人家的眼神就好..回到上面,吃饱后..我就一直握着妈的手..一名护士跟我说妈可以今天出院了..刚好医生还没走,就去他的位置找他..

5.++PM
我 : doctor,可以今天出院了吗?她的报告怎样了??
DR: 她盐的报告很好,没什么问题..可以今天出院了..
我 : 那要叫ambulans 了哦可以吗?
DR : 嗯..明天回好吗?因为现在这样的时间没有ambulans了..
我 : 哦..我try打给我爸..k..那你帮我arrange everything okay...
DR : 那你自己有做好心理准备了吗?
我 : 是的..(开时眼眶泛着泪水了)
DR : 没办法,每个人都会经历这种过程..你有看到你身边那些的病人吗?
我 : .......(点头...)..有..
DR : 她们个个都是很辛苦的..就这样去世了..其实你妈妈真的算是很幸运了..她是会静静的离去而不是像那些病人这么辛苦的喘气就这样断气..真的很幸运了..
我 : 她就是无法张开眼睛..也不能说话了..要她交代我们的话也听不到了..只好她听我们讲了..(流泪流的很惨....)..那明天回了..谢谢你doctor..
DR : 好的..那有什么事再来找我..

然后就打给我爸,,..跟他说明天妈出院了..ambulans的事就交给doctor他们来处理//六点多,爸,姐,gary来了..我收拾一些没用到的物品,,先带回家..不用等到明天带这么多咯..姐今晚就和二姐jaga妈..我跟爸,gary回先...我还没冲凉阿..从昨晚到现在..臭死;了..我的眼睛也很痛..快张不开似的..很痛..回到家..爸要去再二姐和mummy了..她们七点多抵达kch..爸叫我去帮妈选照片..咳........无奈....好伤心.....看着妈的相片...个个都是青春洋溢的..笑的多么灿烂...如今..再也回不了过去的她了.............

要去算命

今早,六点多我和姐就醒来了..我跟她换位..叫她看妈一下,让我睡lazy chair一下..补充我的energy...mummy打给我姐,..(mummy是我干妈..我称她mummy)..叫我姐带我外婆去帮我妈算命..问算明师我妈是在等时间还是等人..姐十点多才去载我外婆..现在八点多,我跟姐下去医院外面的coffee shop打包东西吃..我打包kolo mee,姐打包面线..姐说有roti canai,哇!!听到这个字..我眼睛顿时发亮..就去打包roti canai kosong & roti bawang..回到医院就吃咯..好饱哦..十点了,姐就出去了..我看妈还在睡觉就也去睡..没多久aunt3&阿美也来..(阿美是aunt3的女儿,也是我的表姐)..aunt3一来就一直哭哭哭..表姐也有哭一点..三姨跟我说,前几天她也有去帮我妈算命..算命的讲我妈很难过得了农历十月..(今天已是农历十月初四了..)她说,妈的肖猴镇水..(镇水就是下雨)最近不是一直下雨吗??我懂了..~~先声明,不是每个肖猴的人,而是看出生辰的人的肖..咳..她们回了..姐跟aunt7也来了..姐说那个算命师4PM才算命..所以就等咯..两点多了..我跟aunt7去下面买jagung吃..它的jagung的汁好多哦..姐和阿姨都喝完它的汁..唯独我没有,,太甜&太咸了啦~~~真是的...=.=''
姐玩gameboy,阿姨看她玩,而我就睡觉咯..今晚也要待在医院koh..then爸来三点多..他载我回..我还没pon pon 呢!!!臭死了..在车上跟爸聊很多关于要处理妈的后事..大家都得有心理准备..我还记得aunt7告诉我,妈妈的爸爸也就是我的外公在2003年农历10月初8
had passed away..我们都在想会不会外公要带着妈一起走...咳.....好难过!!!
在车上我也向爸提起我要去学LAW..他说我肯定要去学了才告诉他..看他样子也不反对我去学..我告诉他以目前的情形来讲当然还不行因为我妈的关系!我也告诉他我不敢!!好害怕驾车...因为我有阴影了(就是那常车祸咯)...乌~~~~~~~~'( 回到家,就 pon pon咯..然后就写我的blog 咯..因为我不知道要怎么开口说我最近的状况,唯有靠我的blog来告诉你们..就这样了..对了,我还不知道我姐问那算命师的事..因为我在家,见面了才告诉我..


晚上,问好姐了..姐说那个算命师告诉她,不可以这么问这个问题..(问题就是在等时间阿还是等人??)..因为没人会预料她会几时走..这是自然现像,,一切随缘..我跟姐今晚又睡在医院..

妈妈在等时间吗>?

12/11/07(MONDAY)

下午,照顾我妈..mama不能开眼睛,叫她她也没反应,,目前我们只好在她的耳朵旁边跟她讲话,就是不用要求她的回应,,她听得到人家讲话,可是她就是无力去挣开眼睛和说话..因为她的状况是在等时间..
2点多,二姐的gang's dick,ah kong和dick的哥哥来探望我妈..dick搭明晚的飞机回去新加坡作工..他是特地回来看望我妈的..dick打给二姐问她几时回来,二姐说要等我干妈的回应..因为干妈也要回来看我妈..dick说今晚再来,他要找我大姐谈天..
5点多,大姐来了..她叫我今晚一起照顾妈妈..我便答应了..咳,可是没地方睡阿..没办法,我只好睡normal chair咯..不是lazy chAIR哦..所以就跟爸爸回家pon pon再倒回来..
晚上,爸没出,他又忘了把车给大姐..所以就想到阿dick..叫他来我家驾我的车一起去医院..我还没告诉他,他就自己驾他的车来..所以他的车暂时放我家,先驾我的车,然后他自己叫朋友载他回咯..到了医院,看到我的表姐..她们都以为dick是我男朋友..哈哈..难怪她们会误会啦..因为一男一女啦~大姨也在那..妈还是没开眼睛..我每晚都有定时唱the divine prayer给她听的..唱呀唱就不自觉的流眼泪了..我唱完就没看到dick的背影了..大姐说他下去了..大姨和表姐也回了..那时侯也是九点多了..过后,表姐打给大姐..

表姐:莉,阿燕的朋友还没回勒..
大姐:哈??谁讲..早就回咯他//
表姐:我骗你作么..他在那楼梯坐着..
大姐:是哈???你叫他上来..(哈哈哈..我和大姐的笑声)
表姐:我早就走了..你自己打给他吧...(哈哈哈)

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大姐叫我陪她一起下去找阿dick..因为晚上嘛,,都不敢一个人搭电梯..阴深深的..乌~~~~~~~下去,就看到那个傻瓜在那站着..哈哈..我们两就蒜他..他说他不敢搭电梯上来所以就在那傻傻的站咯..真是的..哈哈..真MZ!!然后我们三个又倒回去上面坐..大姐告诉我,搭电梯的时侯最好尽量尽量不要站门中央..要站在边边不管是左边或右边就是不能站中央!!!!为什么呢???因为每次电梯一打开,肮脏东西就是第一个会进来..你如果站中央,刚好你运气又不好,就会给它撞个正着..我听了,也觉得有道理~~所以咯..大家也要吸取这个常识哦..然后,我告诉阿dick,我们现在待在的building隔壁是一间rumah mayat...听好来!!在隔壁而已哦..他听到了都被吓的脸色苍白..他最胆小了..晚上我们三个说这个也满恐怖的..呵呵..但是事实嘛!!谈天到十点多,他自己的car key在我的车,忘了拿出来,又叫我陪他下去拿..我哪有那胆子阿..就拉大姐一起下..他的朋友也要来载他了..我问谁载他..他说是alvin kuek..我和姐问..不是没联络了吗??干嘛他载你阿,.他说以前跟他一起在hair salon打工的老板约dick&alvin去喝茶..原来是这样..过后就听到车的声音.是alvin,,他的车声超大声的..在医院当然吵死人咯..dick回了..我跟姐也上去咯..
晚上十一点多了..姐睡lazy chair而我就拿normal chair睡在妈的床边..说实在,我根本完全睡不着,,因为很不舒服睡到!!!grrrrr...一直翻来翻去..一顺间就到了凌辰三点多..我的眼睛张开看着妈..看到妈张开眼睛了,便畏她一点点的水在她嘴巴..奇怪!!我摸她的额头很烫,手也超烫的`..才发现到她不小心拔了她的掉水器..手上全是血..吓得我赶快叫醒里面的nurse..姐也起来..没掉水难怪她的身体会发烫,.,咳..好才多亏我即时发现不然我看谁也没料到会发生什么事..=( 真的要感谢我的normal chair..因为它,我才会不时不时的醒来张开眼睛..phew~我和姐感叹才三点多..咳..时间过得很慢,,还有我妈对面的病人的老公的snoring voice..真大声..我超想拿大夹子夹他的鼻子..吵死人了..做么会这样ho????咳...天生就是天生...莫怪莫怪..

鼻子助食器

09/11/07(friday)

妈咪已电完成她的电疗了,可是她还是没吃东西..医生就建议我们给她用鼻子助食器..因为这个东东可以让病人的肚子比较饱,也不会容易饿坏..这东东只适合让一些病人无法用嘴巴进食的时侯才派上用场的..大姐告诉我,刚开始护士帮妈咪装的时侯,妈一直挣扎..想必一定很痛和很不习惯有一条长长幼幼的东西在鼻子里面蠕动着..弄了三四次才成功抵达她的食胃里..护士便教我们它的用法//
晚上,对了..今天是HARI DEEPAVALI..我隔壁的邻居每年都有庆祝..他们正是印度人..两夫妻邀我们家去吃..我,小弟,大姐,aunt5都有去..在那,当然少不了我的最爱roti canai..超一极棒的,..^^跟主人家的老婆谈天,吃东西..真爽..可惜他们的lamp chop煮得太少..乌~~不够吃耶,..呵呵..有pineapple fried rice,curry lamb chop,curry,roti canai,mix vegetables..都很好吃..YUMMYYUMMY~=)吃饱了,便告诉他们我得去医院了..所以bye bye咯我的roti canai~

10/11/07(saturday)

早上,跟vick去吃早餐..在j&j..我的最爱..做么会最爱呢????因为roti canai啦~!!!呵呵..我太迷上indian food roti canai 了..在KL每天都有吃所以习惯这个食物了..他说想try breakfast together,所以就早上咯..说要给他一个鼓励..可是.......咳,,我的嘴巴说得比动作多阿.!!!真矛盾!他也说我矛盾了..不得不承认我真的也满矛盾啦~下星期就spm了.
下午就做sushi咯..我特地拿一个个小container给医院监职晚上的护士们..大姐,小弟,老哥都说很好吃,叫我再做koh..大姐叫我教她,咳..做菜都不会,老公会嫌的阿!!呵呵..好吃勒!!!!我的屁股开始翘了..不要再拍我马屁了....我快要翘到四脚朝天了..呵呵..
真白目@@@@!!!~.~你买料我就做!!

11/11/07(SUNDAY)
早上,大姨下来看我妈,还打包给我叉烧饭..很香..=)..待到一点多就换大姐的位了..老哥带我去买紫菜皮..今天没做..昨天吃,今天又吃,不腻魅????/你们不腻我都腻阿..功夫这么多..想累死我哦..所以明天做咯..今晚就轮到大姐过夜了..

爸爸真精明

昨晚在医院过夜,aunt5在我家吃晚饭,她刚好要回去就顺便送我去医院,我先去parkson jaya买几杯泡面带去,好让我在隔天早上可以把它当早餐吃..也不用走去下面买有的没的吃..呵呵..然后买好泡面,便去隔壁的sugarbun打包薯条和mash potato当我的消夜..买好了就进车..去到医院,吓了一下..妈妈隔壁的病人和对面的病人都不见了..哥说对面的已过世而隔壁的则出院,,咳,,这次是被哥哥看到了..咳speechless~..所以就剩妈一个人了..好静哦..晚安了..

8/11/07(THURSDAY)
隔天早上,我就吃我的泡面咯..姐姐来两点多..我的mp4又不能听只好看杂志打发时间咯..两点多了,我已精疲力尽了..不想讲话也不想理他们在说什么..回到家,就冲凉和吃饭..爸则在外面剪指甲边跟老哥讲话..突然爸讲我...

爸:燕,你做么脸臭..(我不讲话的时侯真的是一副脸臭模样)
我:.........(静静地看着爸)
哥:你怎么知道她脸臭阿???(一副一头雾水的模样)
爸:我不用看就知道她的脸臭了..(一副嚣张模样)
我:.....(心想,爸怎么这么历害..知到我在摆臭脸....就不经意的傻笑出来了..~)..呵呵
爸:go mo mah~(客家语言)..
哥:我没打她哦!!做么脸臭阿..爸,你骂她哈??
爸:我可没骂她..我知道的..
我:还是爸了解我!!!!呵呵..我累啦...
哥:难怪看她都没讲话当我们讲到关于大姐的事!!平常最多话讲的就是她这个dai pui mah..

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我在想,爸好了解我哦..况且我在他们的心中是一个最鸡婆人..一瞬间没讲话,他们就知道我有心事或在生气..好容易给他们辨任我的情绪起伏哦!!grrrr......讨厌~好难掩藏哦,在外面也是..真是的..

去学校的最后三天

我这三天都去学校帮我级任的忙..有什么忙好帮的哦??答案就是,我身为kelab spbt 的president,所以有责任去帮老师..这个kelab没什么特别,就是专门收书,整理书,借书的咯~它也没什么储蓄的,,很kiao..我这四年里都没进心进力的的为一个kelab做事..反而看到我这么有耐力的去帮老师,心中好欣慰..好想给自己一个爱的鼓励哦..呵呵,..^^我承任我事事要求完美,..可是要先声名,我会要求完美当然那个任务一定是我有兴趣的,如果没有兴趣的,就慢慢等我会要求完美吧~呵呵..这是事实啦@!!!一个人只要找到自己有兴趣的事,一定会不管有多辛苦都会完成,也不会任劳任怨..这就是我!!各位!!!有看到我在那发唠搔吗?没有的话就别在我背后讲我哦`!我有千里耳的哟!!今天,走在上面,自己会不经意的往下看,当然..我没期望会看到他..他蹲着,忙的跟我招手..我自己觉得好好笑哦看他跟我打招呼..呵呵..很可爱也带点幼稚!哈哈..嗯..下课的时侯,有人好像耳聋,,叫他三四次都没听到..他往上走楼梯而我那时正好要往下走楼梯..我没叫他本名而是叫他那个药名(我自己鸡婆给他取的名)哈哈..可能他还不清楚那就是他的名吧~要去讲他liao~grrrr...就是今天我都忙个不停,一直走到4F 到spbt stor..还有教师室..所以我有100%的机会看他,,呵呵..今晚就在医院过夜了..我妈的radio therapy以经电了十次了..我姐告诉我爸医生说还暂时不能让我妈回家,因为电的药物还留在她体内,她有不要吃是side effect所以必需留到N天还要看她要不要吃,如果电完就送回家,等下她不要吃就要送回医院..送上送下很麻烦,.,.所以就继续待在医院咯..我的holiday就在医院度过了..还有burger好吃,何乐而不为..但当然希望我妈咪能度过她第一次的christmas......这是我最最最希望得...

医院几乎是我的半个家

之后我的生日,我的行程几乎都被医院绑住了..因为答应过大姐,之后我的生日,我将会跟她换时间过夜,她从kl回来现在都没出过,所以就让她出吧..

28/10/07(sunday)
在家里,飞莉说要去the cut 的salon rebonding下午,刚好大姐又要去洗头,我便带她去the cut那洗头,而我也去rebonding..哇,好多人哦..期限要到了,当然多人咯~轮到我了,药水真的真的超臭..我快要被熏死了..老姐不耐等了便回家去..真对不起阿,害她没回家冲凉直觉去洗头反而却没洗到..惭愧阿我..-.-''两点多弄到六点..阿~竟然跟我剪的那么短,好想念我的长发阿,.乌~~~~等飞莉也弄完了,她叫她的朋友wukenshi载我们..我赶时间,因为老爸叫我一定要6.30PM之前到家..因为我要去医院过夜阿..晚上,睡到全身都很不舒服耶..本想睡迟一点的,可是医院的人全部开始运作了..护士们要帮病人们换床单..没办法,7.15am就不得已起身了//--''.妈咪睡得很熟,九点多又要推下去做电疗..

31/10/07(wednesday)
本来根本没打算要去学校的,可是飞莉叫我一定要去,说还有pmoral prject没做..惨了,本想放水的,可是又想,反正姐过夜,我在家又没事做所以就去咯..拉跟我说班在5D..我很急地就上去了,哦~哦~..是5D的人勒..我又不敢进去咳真是L SQUARE..好才阿吟来着..哇哈哈,,便跟她回她班..给她吃我的蛋糕..我没把头发绑起来..好多只眼睛看着我.,.好像我是外星人似..有这么好看魅??没办法,谁叫我魅力大阿???呵呵...=P 咳前面是vick,后面却是st..难道真的有这么巧,天公要我向前看而不要回头看???真的是这个意思吗?呵呵..也好啦~不要想太多啦..回到家便赶紧拍照..拍什么阿?当然是pmoral project的照啦~我叫我老弟帮我拍,..拍了好多次都被我嫌不好看,他生气便哭了//我老爸讲他:就是你拍不好姐姐才叫你重拍~呵呵..有老爸帮我..真好,,晚上去了两间相片店,我的memory card却不知做么鬼的..不能够开..害我爸等我等这么久..我去过夜..下了好大好大的一场雨..讨厌~不喜欢下雨..

1/11/07(THURSDAY)
姐十一点载我,干爹今天回去kl..叫我姐送他去机场..他跟我说他忘了把干姐的礼物带回来..所以他
给我RM30 for belated birthday..送好了他,我们便去洗相片..我把我所要洗的相片全部bluetooth到姐的电话去,反正她也要洗她的相片,.,弄好后,她送我回家,就倒回去医院..晚上,七点多了她才回到家,我千交待万交待她一定要去拿相片..哪知我冲好凉看到她,
问她:我的相片呢?
她说:哦~我忘了..
真的气死人了..超麻烦的又要驾进驾出..换作是阿苹,我看她是不会再倒回去的..她的kuan我一清二楚!拿好相片,姐带弟去打包sugarbun..可惜我不能吃炸的..气死人!xia我.~只好吃mash potato咯..回到家,赶紧赶我的project,把相片黏好后,写上字就送去慧那..然后就跟着爸去医院了..

2/11/07(FRIDAY)
早上,九点多,妈咪第七次的电疗..十点多我好饿哦..就去下面打包fast food..我的那三个烂嘴超超超痛的..grrr..可是我还是忍不住买了chicken wing 吃..真是的~~不会好就活该阿燕!!!!没办法,我控制不了魔鬼的诱惑.我没带lens也没带眼镜..因为又没有什么要看的所以就蒙蒙的看咯..我看到一个女子很像是学校的人..叫桂美..况切我又看不太清楚所以就没管这么多..我便喂妈咪喝水..那一瞬间,看到妈咪的眼睛周围有一点点的泪水,我看了,很心痛,,又不自觉的哭了..我一直呼喊着叫她吃东西,她没回应我.就是呆呆地看着我哭..好心痛好心痛.."(..过没多久,我坐在那看着妈咪睡觉..声后听到有人叫我的名燕燕..往后看,真的是学校的女子桂美..她问了我妈的情况,.,我们两就聊了好一阵子..她说她来探望她的叔婆..哦..真没想到我会跟她讲话..以前在学校都没打过招乎的,,真的难以置信会在这样的场合跟她聊天..呵呵..一点多了..轮到大姐了..我就回家咯..今晚大姐过夜,,

my birthday^^

what a sunny day..great~sure received lots of wishes frm my friends..hehe..this morning i got up,then 11smth sis lily called me to wish me 'happy birthday',

sis lily:yen,happy birthday..

yen :oh yea,thank you..why so late..huh..where's my present?

sis lily:(laugh)......no wor...

yen :how's mum?wake up already?

sis lily:ya..wake up already..

yen :tel her today is my birthday..ask her wish me..

sis lily:oh..ma,today is yen birthday..wish her happy birthday..

mum :yen............happy birthday......

yen :(oh my godness..cry........)ma............thank you...(silently)..

yen :li,i so sad when heard mum voice..

sis lily :hahhahaha...

-ending conversation on phone-

i'd received a great birthday present frm my mum..although just a habby birthday,but its mean lots to me..hhehehhe...GREAT...then the afternoon went to hospital,she was sleepin..today she din have do radion therapy..bcos sat & sun don hav,..for patient rest//dad & sis comin at 7pm..sis fetch me back,then dad jaga mum..back home,hui gave me my present..a necklace..hehe..nice nice..thank you hui..i get ready then he came at 8.15pm..he wanted to go scr actually,but too many car,so went to point one..but i suggest go to 'the colours'..cos nvr been there...so wannna try..hehe//went there..oh no..less ppl,plus toooooooooo cold....really damn cold...seems like iglool ar~hahha..after that then went to park there..raining ler..grrrr...sien..seat in the car and chit-chat..watch his fren tyc birthday video..so funny..hahha..suddenly,lin chien sms me asked me am i at park?i said yes..she told me she saw me with him in the car...oh....hahha..pai seh..but i didnt notice her at all/..oh yea,rain stopped..he went out and open his back car..sudden mummy called to ask for my dad's credit card number..luckily,she dono i not at home..phew~vick asked me came out..came out,oh no..a birthday cake....hahha...haiyoyo..so full already ler lah..i couldnt eat lah...i give him one slices..then the others i brought back lor...stil got cindy&zen zen&wen yik gave me de presents..^^thank you to you all..a panda cake..hahaha..so cute..cheese&choco...so creamy..back lor..i'd unwrap my present..so cute & lovely..heheh..he called me when he was reached home..and he told me he was the last person to say habby birthday to me..let me have a happy ending...haiyoyo...macam macam..haha..great today.....n_n...

earlier 1 day for my fren

get up at 7.16am..later have to take turn wit sis..bcos i told her my plan for tonite n sat nite that i have to go out wit my gang..so jaga mum from morning till evening lor..then can back to get ready ler..hehe..tonite i'm goin to celebrate my birthday wit my gang..all together 5 person..i suggest go to the bdc lian jun,,dono whu everytime who ask wanna go where eat,that restaurant is owes on my mind..i like there..hemmmmmm bcos of the food delicious??oh yea..right..this is 1 of the reason..and the other nei????hmmmmm...its upstair too...yea..2nd reason..3rd ler???????hmmm...comfortable to me....oh BINGO...it is what my though..haha..really like there..tomolo nite then i dono wan to go where lor..the plan is not on me..is on him..where should we go ler???i DONO>..see what is him goin to do for me ya!!!!!hahha..

back frm hospital at 7pm..woo..have to hurry to go pon pon..yin came to my hse while i'm finished my bath..woo..very nice after she'd straighten her hair..more gilrly oledi..hehe..then ss pick us up at 8.15smth..reached~went to upstair..oh!oh!so dark..got open lah,jus mayb the tauke nio thought upstair don hav customer so close the light at the stair there..we 3 order drink first..later feli reached..so we're all waitin for the snoopy lala..i order 5 dishes,,.got salad chicken,seafood soup,sweet&sour fish,red barbeque taufu,butter prawn..hmmmmm..delicious..but dono why no appetite de..haiy..sayang my dishes..ss bought me a chocolate cake..hmmm yummy..and feli bought me a box of FERRERO ROCHER..oh no~that was my flavorite choco~~~~~~~hahha..thank you feli & ss..^^we take alots of funny photo and cut the cake..unfortunately my digital camera memory card was full..DAMN...grrr...paid the bill..shocked!!!!i nvr expected the cost..patut lah,everything is higher the cost already....okay NVM..once a time..everybody happy du hO..heheh..so great tonoght..
n.n

这几天好忙碌

没留下我的状况这几天..因为我妈住院所以忙着照顾她也很少在家里睡..我干mumy,干姐ling,gary也回来上星期五..我只看顾妈妈在每个下午,而过夜和早上都是我那两个姐..现在透露关于我妈的状况.嗯,她精神上每一天都会变的,怎么说呢..就是比如说今天她有点点点点的胃口想吃和喝水,到了隔天又不想吃和喝水..总之就是很难预料她有一天会出什么事..



上个星期五的晚上,她有点喘大气,在阿姨们的眼里,她们没有照顾她所以她的一举一动她们都很在意,当时她们以为她快要不行了,紧张的弄到我快要哭了..我一向来都没哭的因为我哭不出也没想太多.mumy便叫我爸赶紧去买她的用品,比如说化妆品,一些平常要用到的物品..我不停地在车里默默的哭,我好怕妈走,离开了我们..好怕好怕..我们去火车路的100%买她的鞋,物品..我挑了一双鞋给她,,她的size也差不多跟我一样..爸说这些东西要给她一起带走..咳..回到了医院,妈妈仍是一样..也晚了,不能太多人待在那里,我跟着回了..隔天妈妈的状况比昨天好了许多..我也不可能一天一天的告诉你们我妈的状况..总之她就是不要吃东西,逼她她骂人,..阿姨跟我说她是在等时辰..人生就是这样,,难预料..

16/10(TUES)

昨日妈 咪 突 然 呼 吸不 太顺 畅..爹迪决定 叫 救 护 车送 妈咪进医 院..我便准备好所有衣物怕要住院..咳..爹迪便紧急打给大姐和二姐叫她们立刻订机票回来看望妈咪..她们将抵达这里11pm..医生给妈咪照x-ray..报告出来说妈咪的背部没问题,只是她不吃不喝而已..医生说帮不到我们,因为吃和喝都是妈咪的问题,她要吃不吃就看她而已..所以我们都要想尽办法逼她吃东西和喝水咯..9pm我们到家..bi bi也有来跟着阿姨们来..我跟她聊天..好累哦..大姐二姐会来了..

做老师的还真无奈

今早uncle william & 他的老婆pn alicia(在我校当任f.3 disiplin)来看望我妈..好奇怪哦..当我开门给他们进来的时侯,我看到一名红衣男人发的一个人..我看不清楚是男是女,以为是他们的一位朋友还是什么,所以就没怎么去留意..当我要去盛白开水给他们时,
我问他们:不是还有多一个人吗?怎么没进来坐阿?
uncle william回答我说:哈?只有我们两人而已勒?你看到谁阿?
我说:我明明看到一个红衣人勒.
uncle william:是一位红衣angel啦~
他们两是基督信徒的所以uncle才会这样告诉我..一大早就这样blur blur了,真是的~呵呵..聊天当中,pn.alicia问我读form几..还跟我说她很无奈教到f.3的学生,尤其是3C的..她说很没有家教.哇,我心想3C的有这么坏魅!她说都不听课的.咳..我听她这样一讲,觉得做老师的应该很辛苦,不是我们想像的这么简单又很容易的翘脚拿工资..不是的..她们要受学生的气,诬辱..虽然没受到皮肉之苦但受的都是心灵之伤..比皮肉之伤还更伤呢..想一想,一个人的心灵是多么的脆弱的又易碎..以前当我们在小学的时侯,老师一定会问我们的志愿是要当什么?几乎每个人的答案都是老师..以为老师的责任就是很容易也很容易当..小时侯的脑就是这么的笨,不长进..哈哈..回想起来真是笑到闪腰阿..呵呵..
2.15pm
又下雨了..咳雨天~我很不喜欢雨天哦,.只要一下雨,脑里就会不直觉得任为一定是有人遇到不好的预兆..或者有人正在伤心或者在哭泣着..总之在我就是很不喜欢雨天..雨天让我感到很不顺心,提不起劲..当然,在我开心的日子里可不许下雨哦..天空,你是最棒的..你听到了我心灵的声音..只有你,最了解我..我被人打,被人欺负,我该打,我该骂,你都知道..你都相信我..!!

你们真的很麻烦

今早下了场大雨..弄到我都不想起身阿..看到时间是8点多.,.还是不想起来..然后就睡到10.35am,kakak才叫我起身..去冲凉,冲到一半,就听到阿姨们的鸡喳声..闲~换好衣服一出去,就看7-8个人..都是阿姨们..我很不喜欢她们擅自作主搬我家的furniture..全部都讲要把我房间的小床搬去客厅给我妈睡,好让别人在外面可以看到她..好咯,就搬咯..过后,又有几个说我没让她吃药什么什么咯..拜脱~我弄碎碎给她吃,是她自己不要吃反而还吐掉..她们就只会讲,没看到真相就那边讲人..讲话没经过大恼!我真的很气..我妈也是..一旦多多人来,就会告诉她们:阿燕很坏..她们听了一定就在那讲我的坏话咯..还会传到kl去咯~真的很闲她们..我好气便打给大姐跟她诉说家里的事情..咳..讲了讲我就哭了..大姐也好生气..大姐叫我要敢敢的应回她们,可是我就是很笨,怕阿姨们..卦了,.便出去客厅听她们讲话..有的阿姨就一直complain叫我那两个姐回来看望我妈..拜脱..好像讲到我妈快要走了..真的很想知道她们的脑里装着什么屎阿/./人好好就给你们讲到这样,.,grrr..咳..很气就是了..

13/10(sat)

昨天正是开斋节..看了报纸说政府在补假多一天在下个星期一,星期二才开工..所以星期一过后就可以去library学书了..坐没多久,觉得下半身很不舒服..去厕所检查看做么,自己心里好希望是我的colourful降临哦..因为九月份都没来..好担心自己哦..还想太多..是不是被那个死鬼吟的乌鸦嘴讲中阿..哪知真的来了..哇哈哈..好高兴哦..终于驾到了..呵呵..也很庆幸好才现在是假期中..不用这么麻烦到学校去..因为我知道自己的体质很弱,一下下就会肚子痛,.,所以我的period将会在假期中度过..yeah!^^..



这几天在家都没事做,就坐在电脑面前almost 3个钟头勒..你一定会觉得我是在玩game吧~错!我在逛别人的blog..呵呵..吃饱太嫌空了..就看看读读别人的部落格咯~嗯..我不会去别人的部落格留言,我只是喜欢欣赏他们写的文章而已..也很羡慕他们的表达能力很强..可以写的滔滔不绝..呵呵..我不是看fs的 blog哦..我是看pro的blog..他们的blog都是有登在报纸的..所以就去游览一下咯~换作是我,我没有像他们这么得空能一直坐在电脑面前打字,好费力哦..

5.++pm
vick给我选'要'还是'不要'..奇怪,都没给我问题叫我怎么选阿..没脑..hia hia/.=p..他问我要出去吃晚餐吗..哦..原来是这个..haiyoyo..好不好死竟然选在今天的日子约我出..我又刚好来colourful..-.-'' 我在考虑着,我不要去是因为人不舒服,怕肚子在搞怪等下..我要去是因为自从跟他去了cindy的家之后就再也没出来两个人了..所以想要看看他..呵呵..嗯..我的善良的天使告诉我说:去吧,反正你很久都没跟他见面了..呵呵.我便跟他说我有空,就7pm吧..刚好爹迪正要出去喝他朋友的喜酒..呵呵..我可以出了without asking his permission..因为我知道他大概会九点多才回来..而我应该会在before他回来的时侯回到家..hia hia..我真精灵阿!=p


7.35pm
本来是去jln song吃的,可是太多车了,所以就去rh plaza那的台北一101吃..
after finish dinner,在走路的路上遇到他的朋友文一..他跟他妈妈去吃..vick跟我说阿俊的公公在上个星期就去世了..咳..
在车上我的肚子好胀哦..他说去马中看看吧..也好咯..我赶快瓢到厕所去放水阿..呵呵..舒服赛了..^^嗯..我们两个就走走咯..马中的池水还是很肮脏..还可以看到一层层的油渍阿..grr//其实我很想跟他拍照耶..可是还是迟迟不敢拿手机出来..呵呵..真傻阿我..哦~哦..九点半了..是时侯回家了..要到家了..阿~~爹迪竟然在外面讲电话..他看到他送我回..我真的不知该怎么办..所以就叫vick跟我爹迪打招乎咯..要死咯..我一定被赶的啦..一进屋里,真的是tiok赶阿..他warn我考书了还出去..以后不准出了..aiyoyo..闲阿..blep..=p..过后他切榴琏来吃..哇..我好久都没吃榴琏了..久久吃一次也不过份了,.,.哈哈..^^晚安..

2 more days then raya lor

temporarily finish my exam lor..phew..2 more days then raya lor..holiday almost 1 week more..yeah..but cant too Yeah..holiday is for studying..-.-''haiyo..forget to bring my present for ting this morning..have to wait open sch then give to her..

my cousin felicia's wedding dinner

aunt 2's daughter felicia marriage today..dad couldnt attend her wedding dinner..so i gonna replaced his & mum seat//..this year had 2 cousin already marriage..now the next lucky couple will be my big sis lily lor..haha..now she is the most older age between our cousin..=p.,pig year..next year is mouse year lor..oh oh..din learn my bio ar//tiam..-.-''

1st time cooking in oct..

get up at 8.30am..cos i want to prepare the ingredient of chicken rice and ginger chicken..hehe..wooo..i'd nvr cooking few months oledi..can say this is the 1st time cooking by myself..the dishes is~~~~~~~'CHICKEN RICE & GINGER CHICKEN'..hia hia hia..=)

after preparing all the ingredient then start cooking..
doong dong qiang qiang pi pi po po..~

done.~=p
gosh..my chicken rice was too salty..i;d being add too much salt water..tiam neh..sure tiok gan by my dad liao..whahhaaa..nvm lah..my 1st time this month mah...blep..and my ginger chicken was very yummy..cos i learn frm the newspaper..hehe..anyway..a good try..i should give myself a love clap and kisses..muacksssss nn...^^

depressing

last night mum keep on asking for coffee and fried banana..me n kakak make for her,but she just ate a bit then said full..after a few mins she asking the food again and again..why???why will like that,..
haiy..dono what to do..-.-'' me n kakak wan pengsan oledi..and im doing my add math project too..gosh..i really doono how to draw the table by using excel which ah la recommend me to use that..keep on making mistake..wan bomb myself ar..

this morning..woke up at 8smth,.,then start continuing my table agian..helpless...so ask lala to help me do and sent to me..ok..all table or drawing had done oledi,,^^..thanks lala..

evening

im doin my add math project..aunt 3 jus back frm kl..then she came here visited mum..she came in my room and pass me a black square stuff..i ask her what's that..she said was dady give it to me and asked her pass it to me..wooo..its a mp4 when i unwrap it..GREAT..i'd nvr expected i'll own a mp4..you know??hahah..felt thrill..^^..i admit im a bit 38..came frm hutan de..cos i dono anything about mp4..-.-''hahah..so lousy..so keep on asking la&yin bout that..and read the category..dady bought frm china i think..cos made frm china..the brand is sharp..thanks dady..n_n..

night..

dad ask me whether next tue got test or not..i answered yes..then he said i cant attending my cousin felicia's wedding dinner..when i heard that,i quickly went to the living room and beg him that i wanna go~all my aunty help me say good words to my dad..wahhaa..i wan go..i don't care..=p..in my mind,i sure can go de lah..cos i know my dad's characteristic..hia hia hia..~.~'

semester exam is sooner

tomolo exam est lor..i have done my revision..but not all of it..haiy..stil have to do add math project too..rushing rushing..-.-''

凌辰被叫醒

12am
十二点多我已进入了我的梦乡..可是突然的一通电话导致我不能再睡下去了..爹迪接,是阿姨打来..她说妈咪头晕晕,喘大气..问要送去医院吗..爹迪无奈便点头答应..哥哥叫我起来陪同爹迪一起去..叫我准备衣物那些,怕可能会在那过夜..凌辰时刻,路上只有几辆车..一片寂静..到了那儿..婆婆在那等我们..爹迪去办手续..我便进去看妈咪..看她喘气喘到满大力的..医生便给她吸氧气..里面冷气真的好冷阿..冷得发抖阿我,,

2am
我看着妈咪的眼睛..她也看着我,,我眼眶不禁泛着泪水..她也没眨眼睛,凝视着我..她的眼眶也泛着泪水..那一刹那,她就是我的妈咪..我的妈咪心是很软的,..我的妈咪跟我一样很爱哭..她知道我的心很软,,我还记得她曾经对别人说过'我的三女儿心是最软的,很容易就哭'..看到妈咪跟着我流眼泪..我的心好痛..眼泪忍不住就流下来..爹迪叫我不要哭..我敢紧抹掉妈咪的泪..去外面陪婆婆..

3.30am
妈咪说她想回家..她没什么事了..爹迪就叫医生给她discharge..回到家了,,.就以经快要四点了..

5.30am
alarm弄醒了我..我好累哦,,才睡了两个小时.,.我便爬起来跟爹迪讲我不想去学校..睡不饱..我不想在课室上睡着,,爹迪讲好吧..所以我没去学校咯..

my lovely ss birth

today is ss birthday..we gonna goin to pizza junction celebrate birthday with ss..me,yin & lala only,.all together is 4 person..la & yin didnt seen her for ages already..so gonna meet her this afternoon..^^

2pm..ss pick me up..la already reach there,,we ordered 1st..yin came later..we ordered combo..chit-chat lor..hehe..we 4 really nvr been like this for some years already..great memory..=)

29/9 (sat)

what a sunny morning!..but i was confusing that whether want to go cindy's hse or not..-.-'' kakak came in my room and told me mum just back home..i went to talked with her..haiy..still the same..nvm la..at least she wont be too sturborn to want to get some thing frm us..dad reach here about 8pm..then i told vick i can go..why i wan to go?bcos didnt see him mah so loh..every sat i sure will out with him de bo..so coincidence de,..^^

in the afternoon
sleepin lo..slep at 2pm till 4pm then get up on9..5.30 baru take bath n get ready..he pick me up at 6.30pm..1 of his fren in his car..anderson..

night time
cindy live at batu kawa there,.,woo..quite far ler..reach her hse..not that much ppl..all is frm that night de point 1 frens..st didnt come..phew~
after eating,gals all take pic..hahah...so funny..and the boys all watchin tv..cindy ask me overnight her hse..but unfortunately,i couldnt..i have to look after my mum..stay until 11pm baru back home..so happy and enjoyable..hehe..^^

back home..woo,..saw dad bought me a padini coler t-shirt & CLINELLE toner,and the most i like is FERRERO ROCCER....woooooo..thats the 1 i like most..wahhahaah...so happy lah today..hahahha...haiyoyo..that ping really mz lah..she choose the brown in colour t-shirt for me..i don like dark in colour de lah~haiyo..i more like light colour lah..grrr..anyway today really totally enjoyable & lovely night.. n.n

bloggie again

tuesday(25th sept)









dad went to kl this tuesday..and mum went to aunt7 hse overnight..home left me ,bro & kakak..quite usual..cos im 习惯alone already..thats why this is 1 of the reason that make me 孤僻gua..tuesday is mooncake festival oh..for me,watchin tv and sms-ing with lazy gal lor..whahah..no any special programme that nite..i went outside watch the moonlight at 8smth..couldnt watch the full moonlight bcos the moonlight was hide by the cloud..so cloudy~after that 10 smth i went out again..woo..quite round oh..heheh..nice.beautiful~


wednesay(26th sept)
today is small bear birthday./.but he absent today/vick 2day din come to sch..din have test so..they say tomolo got koperasi meeting..back earlier/..where got back earlier ar..study till 4th period..then 10am go to dewan listen wat koperaso de thing..grrr..sien..so i prefer don come..zo bai ask me go kuan jie birthday..but i feel like don wan to go..no fren..and i tidak kenal his fren..so tel hui that im not goin to his birthday party/..



thursay(27th)
today is cindy birthday..is my date too/..so happy..she & me got fate oh~hehe..mine is the day of next month..this morning didnt go to sch..i woke up by 9.45am..vick msg me at 8.47am..wa..after 1 hour i bau reply him..'p,,
10 smth mum& popo back home..i saw mum looks okay..but still got a bit different..popo wanted withdrawal $ frm bank..so call nanakuku fetch us..she told me not to tell him the truth..so i lie to him that i wanna withdraw $..went to rhb bank..i really got felt some terrific bout that accident..the tree didnt bengkok but its kulit脱掉..haiy..

thursday
this afternoon..doin my bm revision+copying notes+on9..din take nap at all..yin ask me wan go work at civic centre as a waitress or not this sat./.but i couldnt..no transport ler..haiy..sien..and i scare i'll drop down the dishes ar..hhahaha..kia kia ar!i msg dad ask him buy toner for me..dono he'll buy for me or not..hn....some ques yin'd ask me..i dono how to ans actually..haiy,..don wan get annoying by those ques..

1 of my new fren

this afternoo,went to matang grandpa with dad,mum & popo..they wanted to take fu frm grandpa..haiy..traffic jam..sien..almost 5smth back home..i wanna get ready,cos wan to celebrate cindy's birth..actually i know her frm fs..she is tyc's cousin..i'd been met her the 1st time during vick's birthday party..now was the 2nd times met her..we went to bdc point 1 celebrate..wa..wen yik give her a super big pinky pig..very softener..hehhre..cute~..
reach there,all together got 12ppl..haiy..st got come..i really shoocked..and dono what to do..he did saw me i think so..we 2 sit far away..so cant see each other easily..no appetite ar me..--''..we took photo..in cindy's camera./.sit until 10pm..baru decide go to friendship park..11pm back home..

recover lots

when i'd been back frm my sch on yesterday..i ask kakak how was mum..she said mum didnt talk any crap..more better already..i talk with mum..hmm..she really didnt say anything..jus chat with me as normal..thats very good to all of us..a good news..^^..all she can do is sleepp..sleep almost wholeday ler..i think the medicine is rea;lly strongful to her,,went mjc with dad & popo..raining ler..--''..hadu..dad bought alots of vege,.,.--''..1 years oso cant finish eating lah..haha..

today,help pn chai did the kelab spbt work..new books for nexzt year f4 student..subject sivik..dono what is that ar..luckily we don have to study this sub..hahah..'p..went for a drink after done the work..la is going to penang tonite..jus go enjoy.,so nice..hehe..i really so talkative hor~talk non-stop..hahha..

18/9(tue)

昨天没去学校..一大早起来发现我的脖子动弹不得..糟糕..很痛..'( 妈咪最近都在讲一些有的没的..完全像个精神有问题的人..我和婆婆都拿她没办法,一跟她顶嘴她又要大开杀戒了..很恐怖,,咳..下午了爸爸他们回来了,他看到我睡在沙发上正想要拿他身上的裤带打我的美丽的大腿时,好才我睁开眼睛赶快跟他解释我做么没去学校..跟他说我的脖子扭到了..他讲要带我去看铁打..阿~我从来没去过给这些人urut..都是看婆婆她们去给这些人urut..想必一定很痛的..爸爸叫葛葛待我去alis road的..我好怕哦,..那个人叫我进去./.坐下来的时侯,他就开始叫我放松,帮我压压筋,真的好痛..他扭我的头的那刹那.,crack的声音好大声阿!.吓死我了..他问我还有哪里受伤的,我说头部..他用力的推散我的头部,搽了药水然后拿火材烧他的手就跟我按我的头部..我的头快要冒烟了阿..救命阿..真的好恐怖阿所谓的urut..--'
晚上了,aunt5来..妈咪一直说要出去买东西..我那阿姨又不清楚我妈到底有多神精.就答应我妈说要带她去bdc everise买东西..
我真的很不想待她出,因为我一定预料到她会座一些傻事..可她还是很坚持要出..到了那而,一直在说神精话..我都不知道该怎么办劝她上车阿..
而葛歌和婆婆去神庙问问到底我妈是怎么一回事..好不容易骗她上了车,她就在车上便一直狂骂..我和阿姨也静静的听她骂..不理她..回到家了,她死都不肯下车..咳..真像个宁顽不灵的大孩子..怎么她会便到这样去..葛歌他们回来了,他说那神讲妈妈的灵魂被肮脏东西给勾走..我想应该是发生车祸的那时侯,被吓到才让那些肮脏东西有机可乘..

19/9(wed)
去到学校,跟拉&飞莉讲我的经过..她们都满惊呀的..只可惜我的脖子不能随意转动..需要慢慢的移动身子跟人说话..满辛苦的..放学回了爸叫我走路去market 的toilet找他..uncle tan载他..到家了,妈还是那样的固执的,要出去吃..我们都忍不住了,爸便带她去G.H..我和葛葛还没冲凉便换衣服跟爸一起去..妈一路上还是很爱骂人..
到了G.H,给她坐wheel chair,我们一点多去,五点才回到家..天阿!!这五个小时里面,你们都很难想像她到底做了什么丢人现眼的事..咳..她很生气一直要回家..我,爸跟葛葛都好累阿..累垮了..医生拿了妈妈的血,便给一些calm药..晚上我没去补习..因为好累了..

第一次竟然发生在我身上

分考卷了..fail我的physics,sej..sej 35%..但是还没加我的buku kerja的10分koh..所以很庆幸的及格了..bi,amt get 40 smth..haiy..grade D ar..tiam..ting didnt come..oh oh..i forget hui no back home.. 刚 好 看 到 妈 咪mc 我.. 我便叫她来载我.. 她说ok.. 回家了 , 她要去rhb拿钱..
我 真 的 没 有 想 到, 去 拿 钱 竟 然 会 发 生 在 我 们 两 身 上.. 我 一 上 车 还 没 来 得 及 系 好 安 全 袋, 妈 咪 就 退 车, 她 竟 然 睬 油.. 一 瞬 间 就 撞 到 树 了.. 那 一 目 我 真 的 不 知 如 何.. 脑 袋 一 片 蒙 糊.. 妈 咪 晕 晕 了, 我 赶 忙 开 门 下 车 喊 人.. 我 的 头 好 痛.. 敲 到 镜 子.. 真 的 好 痛, 好 像 被 人 用 了 一 把 棍 敲 下 去 这 样,. 好 才 妈 咪 没 事.. 只 是 头 晕 晕.. 一 下 子, 就 被 好 多 过 路 人 围 绕 着..rhb 的 员 工 问 我 要 叫ambulance 吗.. 我 当 时 真 的 作 不 了 决 定 就 点 头 了.. 赶 快 打 给 爸 爸 叫 他 来.. 还 有 阿 姨 她 们.. 我 真 的 不 知 所 措.. 就 好 像 在 看 连 续 剧.. 不 幸 的 发 生 在 我 身 上,.. 眼 泪 不 停 的 流.. 也 说 不 出 话 来.. 后车 撞 的 好 烂, 整 个 凹 进 去.. 我 真 的 好 怕 好 怕..ambulance 的 声 音 很 近 了.. 爸 爸 和 葛 葛 也 到 了.. 爸 叫 我 跟 着 妈 咪 进ambulance.. 真 是 不 如 意.. 跟 进 去 了, 里 面 的 医 务 人 员 忙 着 问 我 问 题, 我 说 我 的 头 被 敲 到, 他 便 帮 我 搽 气 风 油.. 姐 姐 们 都 纷 纷 打 来 问 我 状 况..mumy 也 是, 还 叫 我 一 定 要 给 医 生 看 我 的 头.. 可 是 我 没 有 告 诉 医 生.. 因 为 大 家 忙 着 问 妈 妈 的 状 况, 所 以 我 也 不 敢 说.. 回 家 揉 鸡 蛋 就 好.. 妈 妈 没 什 么 大 事, 医 生 批 准 她 能 回 家 了.. 我 好 累 哦.. 一 路 上 都 偷 偷 的 流 眼 泪.. 想 必 应 该 会 登 报 纸 吧.. 天 意..;( 永 远 是 我 心 中 的 一 条 难 以 抹 去 的 疤~

舞台之星大决赛 15/9

15/9星期六



五点多了他来载我,..我好怕爸爸看到他的车哦..他太多疑了..乘他在我房间时,我告诉他我要出去..我用了ah bok & penny的名说我跟他们出..哈哈..比较好啦因为他们都是姐的好朋友..他来了,哦哦..他那两个朋友则坐后座..去他的家..看他弟弟看蜡笔小新..他弟看到我,我又不由自主地狂笑了..哈哈哈..lao tiu阿victor!~差不多六点多了,便去肯雅兰了..我们这几个都还没吃饱阿..所以先去吃..去到那,遇到lisa那几个,我蛮怕尴尬的,不敢跟他走太近..肯雅兰是kchtown的地盘耶..走到哪里一定会有熟人的,.所以我跟他的距离蛮远一下的..又看到faustine她们,我有注意到她一直望来我这边..我也假装没看见,..去sugarbun吃..遇到微维她们..跟她打招乎..她们临时才买票的..我吃beefburger,好像不大有胃口..哇,我吃到一半,望外面,kent & wc 正走过..kent有看到我..心想..哦~哦~糟了,.,可是管他的..我吃我的就好了..almost七点了..v的朋友sanla他们有帮他们留位..我则等feli来..看到她了..wukenshi还没来..我希望她能跟我一起坐阿..可是票在那家伙身上..所以不得以我先进去了..



真的好多人阿..人挤人..找到他们的朋友,不够位了,我只好跟他坐剩两个人的位..我们两的位置对座他们的朋友,,.feli msg叫我站起来..好p/s哦当我站起来..每个人都看我..--'..看到feli了..她坐比较上面..还有看到林倩他们,我msg她叫她看她的back left side..她看到我了便走过来跟我打招乎..因为她很想看v长的怎样..哈哈..我也看到maigu,maggie她们..那两个A班的,穿到多么性感,连我也差点认不出她们..maigu看到我,就跟我微笑..

节目开始了..先请那些vip上来致词,剪彩,都花了一一个小时..八点才开始正试表演..听歌听到闷便叫飞莉陪我上厕所..突然nelson.t mc我..他说他看到我刚经过..哦..他也有去..可是我没看到他..坐我后面的那几个男生和女生一直尖叫..哇..声音多么刺耳阿..我跟他都受不了一直捂着我们那宝贵的耳朵..哈哈..'p..



轮到那个sanla eric出场了..他是个人组的最后一位参赛者..全部人都在那狂尖叫..不知不觉我也容入了..狂喊..哈哈..真的好爽快哦..轮到组合的组了..twin star跳的很好看..轮到triple Q了..是文雅她们..hmm..三个人不够合作..造型也一般普通..因为我以为她们会穿到很性感,哪知没有我想像的那么好`..过后是德胜他们了..他们则表演搞笑剧..蛮好笑的.呵呵..最后就是我期待以久的ANDY了..哇..总算亲眼目睹到他的大胆跟造型了..哈哈..然后是那些艺人under 舞台之星的团体表演..有joanna & bella她们..我比较喜欢看joanna的那支团体..很酷~^^
要到颁冠亚季君了..先选出六强..hmm,,我记得的是有林秀如,刘晓彤,eric,twin stars,德胜他们和ANDY..woo,..好紧张哦..eric得了3RD,twin star得了2ND..第一名是一中的林秀如..很可爱..nap nap的..呵呵..结束了..
~ENDING~舞台之星..
走到下面,我有看到叶何,龙哥,fabian,还有很多人..回家了..好累哦..好开心,兴奋..因为很久没像昨晚喊得这么痛快了..喊出来真的超爽快的..身体里面的气都被我喊出来了..;)舒服多了..

blame me

today test for the last sub..it was math..i get up 430am in the earlier morning to do my math revision..i willingly to spent my time on math & addmath..^^..
reach sch..the 5d clas really so messing,,especially the floor..full of rubbish..la said SANLA ba~yaya..absolutely belong to sanla's this gang.,whahhaha..time to test already.i keep on thinking of the objective ques..instead nvr think of the timing..until i finis complete my objective ques,i found that its already 830am...ogh my godness..i stil got subjective ques not yet started..really nervous ar..hand keep on fa dou..haiy..really regret..ar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~wan to cry/..i really hope my math get As..haiy 30 mark flies far away from me..bye bye 30 markk..misssss you...
back with ting..went to ken to buy her accessories stuff..so luck met the indian lady who work at the bra shop together while she walked inside the shop..i went to greet her,,hehhe..she say soon will having promotion liao..she gonna went to miri..you know...the first impression she'd given to me was she looks like indian......gosh...mana tahu after talked with her,she is totally a chinese..hehehhh..unbelievable..'p..
tonite go for the final competition with v..;)

progressif test

this week havin progressif test..i only take effort at my add math & math,,only this 2 sub i get up early at 4am..--'..the others i really fed up with it..next week change time table ar..9th period back at 1235..nth different ler..haha..

still enjoyable

1st-my aunt7 n birthday gal cindy

2nd-inside of the segi colledge

3rd-with the 2 naughty cousin

4th-children play ballon game

5th-my big aunt

this morning,receive bi msg..she ask me wan go for swim or not this afternoo,.of cos wan lor..so long din go swimming liao..wake at 9am..call aunt 3 when go to aunt 7 hse..mana tahu she say 10am..wah..i stil not yet bathing..then she came liao..make me rushing nia..--'..

go to aunt7 hse..big aunt say my bag very nice..heheh..mum there wan to go cosway buy container..i went with them too..buy my tissue remover and tissue too..bi say 1pm pick me up..oh no..i don hav swimsuit ler..then she say she have..i help aunt7 decorate those ballon..so many pecah ki..hahah..those children all wan to play game..so funny..bi's dad pick me..we went to hilton find her mum 1st..her mum ask us go other place to walk walk,after 30min baru back to find her again..then bi brought me go scoops makan ice-cream/.i ever heard yin say about scoops..very expansive ar..1 single small cone need 5$..tiam ar..then we 2 share eat the 3scoops de..12$..got rasberry,mocha,and pepermint choco..3 mix/..quite nice..i more like mocha..it indoor very nice and classic..design very nice..chat wit bi..eat finish then she wan go to segi take the business time table..haiy..really very kong ar her!,..this was my 1st time went to inside the segi colledge..wa..my bro car really at there..inside very quiet de..wait for the secretary searching the time table..10min already,bi's mum call us back..back to hilton, went to the swimming pool there..wa.got party ler..we 2 so pai seh wan go to swim ler..is a child 11th birthday..walao..so rich open party at hilton..we 2 don dare swim..then go other floor walk walk..mana tahu we saw got anmolang go swim..then feel wan to swim..chap xiao e lang..ga ga swim..hahha..go changing room change swimsuit,..so malu er..quickly went down the pool//wa..very song ar//really long time din swim liao..bi say every sat DEcide go to swim liao..then i say i wan wear bra and short next time liao..more comfortable..wahhaha..swim almost 1 hour..then went bathing..haiy..no conditioner n hair dryer..so ma huan..next time have to prepare all the stuff i need liao..heheh,..bi's mum finis work liao., the we went to aunt 7 hse liao..so many food..yummy..aunt7 buy a big cake..2kg..haiy..she spent too much expense liao..quite tired ar me..no mood oledi..nth special tonig..cos im too sleppy liao..no msg him,,dono he tahan or not..hahha..wan upload photo but jam jam,..tiam ar..

hadumark

this morning writing my bblog for yester matter.,11smth company mum go buy roten bag..she is going to aunt7 hse again..then i prefer back home..there got so many naughty budak..sien..at night,dad told me his phone pai ki..have to borrow my phone..gosh...im not willing er..but bo pian lor..teach him how to use my phone..i really cant live without my phone neh..then i try to see his phone..kenapa rosak..i try switch on..okay ler..then i ka meh take my simcard to put it..but................i dono how to open his phone battery out ar..pull so many time oso cant pull out..oh oh..dad is coming..i ask him how to pull the battery out..he scold me n say "pai liao then don wan open it..mai kacau my phone..",he said..i argue with him say that 'jus now i try to switch on,everythings is okay ler..let me try it lah.."..
then he pull out the battery n insert my simcard..i press the red button switch on,,he very curious..say me press wrong..i say ,where got..then the phone got sound liao..he knock me..and say,oh no,i thought is green button!!!walao..like that oso dono..i laugh till pengsan ar..so stu...!!!whahahha...we 2 quickly exchange simcard..yeah..got phone liao..hahahha..luckily i got try to switch on his phone ar if not i think i don have phone to use liao..'p..really kong ar..hehe..mum ovewrnight at aunt7 hse..tomolo is aunt 7's little daughter 1 years birthday..

damn tired

7/9/07(fri)

咳..今天应该是我在学校最累的一天吧..上学-华文班-讲座会-补习..连续的时间馁..阿~快要疯了..昨晚他跟我说他明天没去上课,要去图书馆..真勤劳..换作是我,都没心坐在那而整整好几个小时阿..我的屁股不耐坐久的..哈哈..
早上妈咪看了我带的白包包,她说很美..问我买了多少钱..是50$..虽然不是价值连成的真名牌gucci,但是50$对我来说以经是极限了..况切我又超喜欢的..还没买到手的时侯,真的会每天想着它,作梦到它阿..真的很kong阿..哈哈..今天带了我白色包包..心里还是会怕怕会弄脏它..毕竟还是得用上的,所以冒险带它去学校吧..呵呵./.
一个新的东西,难免会给人不一样的观点..有些人会觉得超美,而有些人会觉得很丑..不管你得到的是别人的称赞还是吐槽,都应该有着平常心的心态去对待..无论是身边的好朋友或者是普通朋友..
耶..没有周会,因为下着毛毛细雨..飞莉的绯闻以经渐渐的变少了..因为龙哥懂得怎样节制了..哈哈.//看到他那两个朋友被他放生,心里就觉得可怜跟好笑..hmm..上pmoral,跟阿拉坐..过后zerald跑来问阿拉东西,那个阿kok就以为他要跟我坐..真是的..被飞莉的乌鸦嘴讲中..说我跟他..哈哈,..这怎么可能阿..他们又说我阿馁,,我哪有阿..grrr..阿kok整天就喜欢把我当挡箭牌的bor..mz//!听飞莉跟我说phillip讲到有关于我的事情..嗯..我说话是很大声的啦..这点我承认!遗传到我妈咪那儿的generation..哈哈..要放学了..跟吟,拉在亭子等吟的车..我们回吟的家然后在倒回学校2pm..在吟的家看'just follow the laws'..好好笑哦..可惜那次没去戏院看..
吃吟妈妈煮的鸡饭..很香也很好吃..我`好久没煮了..改天有空就煮;)我,拉,吟,吟的姐走路可肯雅兰..她们两去吃ic..我跟拉也买ic吃..我们两便走路回学校..走到小巷的时侯,我们看到一名男子穿的很笔挺的,一件jacket,jean..当时我脑海里突然想到前几个月遇到的帅哥变太老..我也不知道作么会想到他..那个男子走在我们的面前..我便跟阿拉讲会不会这男子也是变太老..我们两一直提防那男子..我的6sense就是任为这男子就是个变太老..我一直安慰自己跟拉说,'可能我们冤枉他了'..我们本想走远路,可是我却贪走近路..拉便相信我..走到最后一个小巷,拉叫我看左看右,我看right side没事,怎知那男子竟然在left side..阿~~~~~~~我吓到比阿拉快跑..拉却用走..当时真的`好怕.怕阿拉被抓走..控制自己的脚步便停下来等阿拉..我的脑海里立即浮现出这句"这么我这样准,猜到他就是变太老,这么我这样倒霉!!!!"...咳..今年不知看了多少个这样的case了..当时真的说不出什么事..讲不出话来..终于到了学校了..找飞莉跟婷她们..告诉她们我跟拉的经过..她们都在笑..咳不说了..真的是倒霉...
两点半了..去听讲座会..看到明..他穿townian..他今天没来上课..哈哈..哇真的是没心听前面老师讲话阿..我躺在飞莉的肩膀上,.take a short nap..看到雪梯坐最前面的两排..对了..我终于找到最舒服的那一part了..哇哈哈..^^真的好舒服阿飞莉!呵呵..很变太阿我..'p..顿时好想vick哦..讲座会完毕了..我去厕所..阿./我的青色镜子掉到地上,破了..阿!!!!!!!我用了它差不多四年了耶##做么这样..真的很很倒霉阿今天.,.心痛死了..咳,.应该说'旧的不去新的不来'..我好会安慰自己哦..这就是我舒解压力的方式吧~回家了..去补习..真的好累没心做功课耶..一直在等时间,.回到家了!冲好凉便看放羊的星星,..我告诉他我在想着某某人,,我很紧张耶..哈哈..他说他也是,.心里愉快极了..刚好开运又说天蝎的运势很好`棒哦..^^睡觉咯~真是又倒霉又愉快的一天,.

bull kenny,simply capture ah po & ming..hahah.,not me ar!!is kenny oh,.

hmmmmmmmmm

i try to make myself smile with him,but get a cool sight frm him finally..i know i cant get any reward frm you..so sour~is 9th..,same with me 9th too..;)hehe..but cant do anything too..jus slowly pass it..this morning,get books to the room..i cant open the door again..stay at there almost 10 mins..-.-''do bio experiment..wooo..wan to drink the sunkist juice ler..juicy juicy~\^^HEHEH..back..went to tuition..quickly ask tb yin company me go buy my lens,..woo..finally bought my bag..n.n

not today

3rd of sept..i thougth is st birthay,,amily said..but i saw nobody took action ler..then ask ming..baru know not today,,ming don wan told me..nvm lah..also good for me..i should stop asking everything bout him..

最后一天

拜六也有去做工,因为下面有promotion,不够人手..本来也想做礼拜日的,可是要做功课那些,咳..所以拜六是最后一天咯..咳哟..搬那些盒子上上下下..真的好累又出很多汗..真是的..-.-''原来那男子是看bi bi的..哈哈..变太!还有那个书店的男子..真的好像变太哦!!啊哈哈..lunch time吃kfc..yummy~脚真的好酸哦..过后dinner time去找表姐..哇,她的朋友看到`我们两个,就赶快叫阿美出来..想不到她还会认得我们..呵呵..bi要带我去吃`1.50的kolo面..因为想节省的..哪知没有kolo面,就吃卤肉饭..咳注定就是要吃贵的..哈哈..晚上,比较少人了..就拿工资了..便下去帮她们搬盒子..九点了耶..他还没打来..我便打过去..他又没接..当时好紧张阿,,怕没载我,,-.-''原来他在hocklee..我便一个人在外面等他..不知会去哪里..我自己以为想去point 1吃..他来了..问他要去哪,他说pont 1..哇..真的好巧..哈哈..我第一次去那,真的好多人..哦 哦..遇到优优和menddy..pai seh ler..她们应该会以为我跟他阿..o.o''我跳进黄河也洗不清了..我也好怕遇到葛葛的朋友阿,因为知道爱去这样的地方..跟他聊天..........................还是很少话题..我觉得话题都卡在那个不明了的关系之间,所以才会说不出口,开不了口..看到他的朋友,哦,看到明..真是吓了我一大跳..他也看到我..原来他们要帮一位朋友庆祝生日..怎么办,..楼梯也有来..好才他晚到..原本他们要在point 1庆祝的,过后满位了,只好到crimson庆祝..我当时真的好怕看到st..手一直在抖..我好想跟vick坦白说关于st的事,可是我开不了口..我好怕如果说出来会造成不必要的误会..想说,又不想说!!咳.........十点多了,我想回家了..好才他也没去那儿找他们..看到st的车..看到他吃着面,vick的朋友出来作弄我们俩..就走了..papa打来..我告诉他不要放在门前,.哈哈..好好笑哦..晚了..好累..冲个凉便睡觉咯~

一起来就0n9咯..明以为我跟他在一起`了..哈哈..我不敢问关于st的事..因为明也不想讲吧,,算了..过去就过去吧..