not really smooth today

woo,..tat dinner night is really intereting when feli told me the scenery..but i still don like bcos~dono..not like a bit at all lah..no reason,,hmm..stairs was absent..thansk to the freak for helping me to determine the msg..but that only make me more confuse what is him thought in his mind right now..haiy..bad evil!don bug me..im terrible already..

big family gathering day

this morning sleep very well..its raining..so cold without switch on the air-con..my cousin sis zi come to my hse,quite funny ar her,.like to be with her..so happy..we go to popo hse..woo..big family gathering..like this feeling..^^eating fried malicai bi hun,an tao jan duk..yummy..
yeah,got my pinky flower again..get it frm popo hse..
jus now move a small size bed into my room..grr..my room seems so mess now..have lots of furniture..-.-''
at night,gosh..cant slepp well..bcos of my mum..haiy,she open the window to let those air-con air go out..so noisy lah outside..the si-si-si-si creature sounds..i don't like those sounds at all..i like peace~no souns,no light.everything is quiet..haiy,even the door open a bit,i also cant tahan,must close it tigthly..haiy..lots of bad habit when sleeping..

schling on sat

lots ppl didnt come to sch today..saturday mah..ppl like to slep late late/.involve me also..but i stil think of wanna come to sch..dono why..like going to sch..do hmw..hehe..stu... reason!!last night only a couple msg wit him..i don wan to be upset anymore whatever wat is the ans from him..jus be nature..^^so that wont let bad evil irrupting my mood..fool around with my 2 mz gals,and monkeys..no smile with anyone today..didnt meet tiok..reading my book all the time,.,borrow frm library..yeah..finally found out the name of the song frm karen..n.n..really touching and meaningful..hope he can hear it..
hmm..i'd receive a bad news frm my mum tonight..erm,i don know it was a bad or good news to me actually..she told me that my mumy calling her for asking me to go to kL tis 2nd term holiday..gosh..i was being shocked..last year i'd been made her anger so that she sent me back to kch..now heard that she want me go there,i don think of really wan goin there liao..last time i used to be very happy when she ask me go to there...now not really thrill when heard of this news..-.-''
i dono how to ans my mumy..waitin for the timing lah.i also cant do anything right now..helpless!!
hmm..stairs msg me..shocked too..but happy too..ask me got goin for the interact dinner o not,.sayng.im not goin there..im not the member of that club and i also don like to go this kind of dinner,,.cos........i don like..thats all..=p//..he cant out too,cos of some reason..is okay..nvm..jus wonder why~(question mark in my mind right now)''
hmm,no 1 reply in msn..so nite nite..^^

get bomb

'why you 2 always walking around'..indian said to me n feli..tiam ar..go to toilet,find my chinese teacher..not allow meh!huh..don like to see you also mah..is bo pian nia..-/-..
wah,have to start our amt project liao ar..dono how to do..1st time have this kind project..headache..by the way,that sej teac also,most rmb my name..often asked ques by her..wan to cry liao..don't know how to ans..nervous~
hmm,my teac chai chai need assistance from the member of spbt..and im one of the ajk/..i would like to help her,but my chinse lesson is on that time..what a coincidence..-.-' have to find a perfect excuses to my chinse teac ah sim liao!today,see stairs lots..but is towards to each other..make me nervous and don dare to look at him..why like that hor..he didnt smile to me and same as me too..haiy,must have 1 to be the 1st smiling lar..i know it should be me again..8.8' erm,feel sory to my fren tiny,have to ask her dad sent me back home//feel so sorry..dono why..i think so much lar..

ar~im the most shorter in my class 4C ar!!wanna cry liao..155 ler..i still can recall that i were 155 since i in primary 6..-.-''thats mean i never grow up between these 4 years lah..depressing..@.@..

园梦了&摆乌龙

昨天的事件

今早一起来,就开电脑..没想到雪梯发一妹儿给我,向我说抱谦..咳,他不知说了多少句对不起了..我觉得自己好像很坏这样..-.-''..难以控制自己的武器了..早上又做了一见脸皮厚的事..事事没有我想的这么好阿雪莉..

电话响了,是飞莉..问我要去走走散散心吗..当然想咯..我是笼子里的燕子勒,每一天都待在家..当然愿意跟你出咯,我的飞莉..别想太多啦你..我真的愿意..^^要出又得人载我,真不好意思阿..爹迪,大肥猪都根本不想载我,自己出又能,就是偏偏不要载我..让我经常都不好意思叫朋友载我..;(我们选择去看我期待已久的harry..礼拜天就是这么多人,我们选的时间几乎都快满了,便选坐在角落旁的二人位..原本我以为角落旁应该不太好,可是发现到还蛮不错的,不用去受别人的摇脚声..呵呵..在看的整个过程,脑袋出现了他的影子..一直期待想跟他看,却是我的朋友陪我到最后..真的很低落,到最后朋友是陪我们的那一个..朋友是多么的重要..看完了,感触是还是4比5好看..可是还是值得..过后便去到t.j,有某品牌的美发店的hair show&evening gown show..婚纱很美,models也长得很漂亮,唯一碍眼的就是她们脸上的眼影化得太夸张了,虽然是艺术,但看起来好像被人打的很肿似的..哈哈..太坏了我..=P

站到脚都酸了,便去上面的餐厅喝水..飞莉买了lok lok,有我们喜欢的豆腐,香肠,鱼丸..

飞莉,谢谢你陪我今天..我很开心..晚上,到最后我竟然又摆乌龙了..咳,我怎么这样阿..太粗心了..从昨晚的那一刻全是一场误会..-.-''说对不起的人应该是我..可是你也要说清楚嘛,害我误会你放我飞机..其实放飞机的人应该是我..对不起..真的很可惜没跟你一起去看,--'..问他还要看吗,他说我看过了所以不要了..飞莉,别内疚阿,不是你的错哦..别自责..知道吗!!看了pai kia写给我的字,我觉得蛮有道理的..不一定要在一起,朋友就以经很足够了..我看我想通了吧..你叫我不要想太多,是什么意思阿..我不敢乱想了..我怕我又摆乌龙了..0.0''

咳半夜起来就是要写我的宝贝..呵呵..

miserable

被放了..好痛苦..对不起原谅我没告诉你们我最近的近况.我不知要怎么开口..好多话我开不了口..真的很对不起..不想看了..是你,我才没看..

don say sorry

don't say sorry,don't be guilty to me,chien..all the results is on me..don feel sorry to me..no wrong by you..you'll only make me sad when you say sorry to me..i can handle it..this is only 1 of the mistake i'd taken by..every1 do have a failure time..now is my turn..i admit it..don't avoid it..this is what i could do to myself..the only way..thanks for cheering me when im in the 1st step..very thanks chien..

finally

a gal waiting for your ans you know...shouldnt give her a limit pass..thats only make her worry and tension..now that ans is out..so shi should let go frm now..you even didnt give her a chance..how cruel you are!!nevermind about that..just for a lesson to shi..all of shi fren,after read this passage,don't ask her any information anymore...she's down..






all my fren have concern about me,,thanks you guys..0157..frm him..he cant cos some reason that he should stay up..hmm..i dono what to do..mayb should continue or give up hope..dono..

last 1 day

还是选择待在家里..早上便玩dr.mario来打发时间..心情算是平复了许多..往好的方面思考,不但让我感到安慰也很坚强..你爱的不爱你,爱你的你不爱..大部分的人都是这样的走过来吧,而最终,花费这么多的时间去等待的结果,那个人,一定是值得的!好才葛葛没发现我没去孝,不然就会被他说成一定是失恋才没去孝..他的脑袋只会认为我一定是失恋,没有别的原因了..-.-''等下午有补习..又要跟underwear讲废话了..0.0
那个UN.W真的好好笑哦..我没逼他去听我喜欢的歌..他却偏偏要,还说听了都想哭,,哈哈..让我暂却忘了烦恼..^^
还是没消息..明天是最后一天了..-.-''

last 2 day

no respond for today..mayb tomolo or that day or even no respond..stair shouldnt say to me like that..its only made me tension,nervous and for sure sickness...his thought might be 单纯吧//-.-
this is the last bet for me..so i feel very nervous lah..help~~~
think too muchie not good..for example my mz fren 飞莉..wah,she's such a think too michie person..all the good & bad thing had came to her mind..8.8..for me,i wont mind her talk..just 听听就好..but i appreciate that all she'd talk was wanna me to happy & smile..thanks mz 飞莉..^^
犹豫到底要不要去孝,不想去原因是不敢面对现实,华文功课没做完,周会..最不喜欢星期五的课了..-.-'',要去是因为在\家不知要干什么来打发时间,想充充电..(其实可以说几乎每天都在家充电呐..呵呵..)
自己在巴士站等车的那段时间,不经意的雪梯正好要回家了,头真的好想找个地方钻进去阿!那时侯很无力,又没人..不知要做什么只好傻傻的望着每一辆车经过..就是不敢望后面,也不敢正眼的望着雪梯..MZ..0.0'

看情况吧明天早上..

the emotion i'd enjoyed

还是被那件事给困绕着..显得没什么心情..要说还是不说都一直吞吞吐吐..最后还是告诉姐姐们..见到老朋友好开心哦..跟他们打招呼..但是跟新朋友却没胆微笑..为什么会这样呢..尴尬吧我想..要拿书时竟然被英文老师发现我没带课本,被她敲了几下,好痛喔!!真讨人厌阿..用讲的就好了嘛干嘛要动手哦..-.-''..老师分amt..我早已料到会不及格了可是就是打不起精神来..幸亏有啦车陪我谈天..要不然自己真的崩溃到了极点阿..听了啦车的回应,我完全又恢复了精神..她的话让我有了自信..真的很谢谢她..她的话比别人更加有效呢,我为什么会这么说呢..那是因为她爱跟我说反话,可是今天的她的话却让我很讶异..雪莉不该气馁反而要坚持自己的原则阿雪莉..^^

很不幸的,刚恢复没多久的开心却被那个坏液汉给破坏掉了..我本身就超不喜欢任何人踩我的鞋..他踩了我的鞋我给了他翻白眼,可是更气的是我的脚链也无辜的被遭殃..被分截了..我当场黑脸..阿~~~

可是我却哭了..我以经洗泪不干了耶!!干嘛突然在学校哭阿..-.-''

那条脚链并不是很贵重也不是谁送的,,是我自己买给自己的..它跟了我的脚也有一年多了.,是我的必身品..离不开它了..我就是很珍惜它..

别人任为并不值得为了它而掉眼泪,可是我的眼泪也包括到那件事情..所以要流就流个够吧!

一件东西不管它是贵或是便宜,你只要有心去买.你就会很珍惜它了..当然也不想给人动它一跟汗毛..你们将心比心吧..不管怎样也都会发脾气的..我本身容易生气也容易开心..我气的是,他总该要即刻说身一句对不起吧..怎么可以知难而退呢..太没礼貌了..就是气这一点.!

以经接好了,心情也渐渐的平复了..没见到雪梯的影子耶..--'

期限要到了..答案也将要来了..我该面对答案了..

shoulnt talk that topic

late night..why talk about that topic such a sudden..it was all my fault..jus cause me cant sleep well..i should have preparing,but stil couldnt calm myself down..everyone ought to have..not only me..okay shi!how?i cant handle my plan for this week anymore..so hurt..say hurt but not hurt,dono what is that feeling right now..jealous??mayb i think..but not really j..sour..yes is sour..waiting for his confirmation..what is the result then?i can be accepted..

truth

telling truth to my dearest friend..don wanna her to get hide by me so..she was so shocked..i wonder she will be thinking that im too face thick to do that..different ppl different thought..im shame about it..how do you guys see me??by good thinking,they will praise me brave or active,but by bad thinking,they will think that its shame,and does not have good image..
now that im step on the 1st grade,all the result is on me..not you guys..maby you guys will think that im too sturborn or what else..but i facing it with positive thinking..how hard i'd done everything,you know??i need lots of concern and support..don't add insult in my injury..

鼓励你的话

说真的我很少去赞美人家甚包括我的朋友..我的赞美都是发自内心的,很少表达出来..所以人家都觉得我很傲谩,一点赞美的话都没从我口中说出来,..对我而言,说出来的赞美好像我在对人家拍马屁或是有心机似的..但他们就是喜欢愿意听那些屁话..-.-

要学会拒绝,不需要迎合别人,做你自己..I AM WHO I AM..'只要问:对不对得起自己',这样就够了..我身边有不少朋友都蛮优柔寡断的,包括我自己也是..这样一来自己就不容易下定决心,那样只会害了自己..有人说,凡事想多一些是好的,只是想太多了,该想的,不该想的,全都想了..这对脑袋瓜和小小的心脏都是一种负担,经过岁月累积下来,将会是沉沉的包袱.说什么想开看开了,更加难如登天..

不期待就不会受到伤害,不期望就不会失望.当你遇到不好的情绪,先深呼吸几口,闭上眼睛,暂时吧烦恼抛开,当你睁开眼睛,又是阳光灿烂,只要相信,阳光总是灿烂的....当你听到有关于自己的流言,一笑置之就行了..如果已经严重影响到身边的人,适时的'消毒'也是必要的..不用对每个人都做解释,也不用主动做解释,只要有人提起,自己稍做澄清就可以了.

该舍的就舍,留恋和舍不得,只会成为自己的负担.勇敢一些,会让你觉得自己是个很棒的人,因为你做到了..拒绝对方,不要担心对方会有什么样的想法,因为了解你的人,自然就会了解.毕竟开口帮忙,也就只有'帮'与'不帮','要'与'不要'的结果.对方的感受,其实体谅就好.不用放在心上.我们有时也会遇到被拒绝的时候,我们也要将心比心,多多体谅对方..(这一段的文章我希望我的牡羊朋友会看到,你要好好想想哦飞莉^^)

真正了解自己的人,终究会了解.不了解的,就算误解,我也无所谓..朋友就像一面镜子,可以照出不同时期的模样.尤其是老朋友,经过长时间的了解,更能够对自己有所助益.所以慎选自己的朋友,也好好珍惜,你拥以的这些好朋友.如果你已经拥有了,的确是相当有福气.如果还没找到,多多关心身边的人,说不定很快就能发现,谁是跟你站在同一边的人哦!!

jelly

tis afternoon since i was so boring,couldnt have my nap so think of cooking jelly to spent my boring time..hehe..i only use 15min to cook for my jelly..so easy..i used to put lengeng oftenly but now i change to put dragon fruit..hehe..see it..>>

the dragon fruit colour was too deep..too purple-wish..nice colour actually..

after cooling,i take 1 to try..haiy..not enough sweet ar!!!haiy..the sugar and water were not balancing neh..

nvm..jus a beggining for this month./.hehe..

6smth we had our dinner at lee ming..but mum not feeling well..-.-..hope she feeling better soon~

late night..i say soorry to him..but the ans i'd expected was not my expectation..happy^^..neither bad or worst but good!!

tired to be the 1st talk

心情欠佳..在家都没动过一本学校的书..只有做功课而已,却没复习..昨天彼彼来我家,好久没见到她了,还是这么的漂亮..当时没什么心情跟她聊,她也没话讲..都是我先主动开口..说真的,在我的生活里,可以说几乎都是我第一个主动开口跟人交谈的..我很不习惯人家静静的..觉得没气氛,所以我都问一些有的没的..好白痴哦!可是一直都是自己主动,我崩溃了..好累好累真的好累..累到不想当主动者了..不是你累就是我累..我非常明白这个道理..随缘..今天是爹迪跟大肥猪的生日..今晚就出去吃..^^送礼物这个玩意我也很少用了..对它也没有太大的兴趣了..今早找到非常多我最爱的团体的歌..我找这么多,一半的理由都是我想跟雪梯一起分享..好希望能让他知道我做了这么多都是为了我们的共同点..难咯雪莉~
终于知道是谁唱了那首BEAUTIFUL GIRLS/.头头还以为是AKON唱的,因为声音超像的..呵呵..没看到下周的运势如何呐..GRR..

not the right time neh!!

'see first' this word i used to use it very oftenly..now let ppl use it to me,really moody..heart down heavily..now i realise this word really give ppl a hard time..soory to my friend that i always use this word to you guys..sorry for here..=(regret useless..nth to regret, the most important is should be overcome it..not only regret will make you feel better..

lucky for me

我很庆幸...我真的很庆幸不比别人的情况差..可是也不知道怎样去安慰我的朋友..一言难尽..我有我的好,,他有他的不好..看他怎样去想那个角度而已啦!BE POSITIVE THINKING..要乐观,别杞人忧天..希望你会好好的深深思考..别一直怨哉..搞到自己都像个幽灵似的..我比别人勇敢,知道我要的是什么..最近的胆子也越来越大!算是厚脸皮吧..我豁出去了,面对'LOVE',面子对我来说也无所谓了~

wedding dinner

just back from my mum best friend's son wedding dinner..not eat much,don't have appetite..grr..i'd saw my sch handsome chinese teac..and 1 of the form 6 gal oso..nth much to say for now..

friday~

sch quite quiet todaY..tis afternoon got chinese class..teacher ask us wanna join the common quiz ?cyndi ask me join,think of do nth then join lor..and its free of charge too..12.15 to 1.15..1 hour neh!whatever lah..i write down my name already so cant do anything too..my phone get blocked during chinese lesson..cos i wanted to set up my pin code..i think of wanna set the pin code,it is because my fren tb yin advise me better set up..if not my dAD will checking my phone..-.-''v scare oh..hehe..

yeah,today im not goin to bm tuition cos my mum ask me go for her best fren's son wedding dinner..^^

yummmy flower@`@

yeah,papa bought me the flower which is my favourite yummy food..i loves it..that is the only food i can eat with the rice more and more ^^you know,this type of flower seldom sell in the market,because chinese ppl don't know how to eat and cook..i think you guys felt curious whiy i like it so muchie..

1stly,i dono what is this flower,never saw it b4..sometime my grandma cook for us,i din even touch it as long as i think it so strange to me..din hav the good appetite to try it..-.-but dono why,one day my grandma cook the 2nd times for us.the flower smell were absolutely wangi wangi ar!then i'd the guts to try it and put it into my mouth..oh no~~its really yummy..made me can eat more than 2 bowl of rice ar!!really amazing ho!my dad was bought it frm mjc market..somtime don hav,but sometime do have.hehe..its on luck..until now i also don't know what is the name of this flower called..just always call it pink flower..you know how to cook??don teach you,..haha..=p

沉默

昨晚没看到雪莉的隔天运势如何,所以今天的情绪没有好好地控制住..让它随意地摆怖雪莉!
有些事不见得说出来就会有好转的现像..大家心中有数就好..看了雪莉的文章之后,就请不要再来问本人到底在这里写了些什么..选择沉默是最佳方法之一..你们也可以选择不继续往下看我的文章,我也没逼你们一定要看,只是叫你们有空的时侯就来看我的宝贝文章来打发你们的时间..
是的,雪莉的确非常的情绪化,一听到对她不好的话,脸上就有很明显的的写着她'不高兴'的字体..相信那些曾经让雪莉有过这种情形的人,会明白后果是怎样的..可是有些事再怎么不好,雪莉也得忍着愤怒的心情,度过那讨人厌的时间..有时侯雪莉会选择沉默是因为不想搞到大家都不欢而散..如果雪莉的烂脾气一到,什么事都没的商量..
这就是我这么会装糊涂来避免不必要的麻烦..可是有时是真的很糊涂啦~莫怪莫怪..^^
写下自己的苦衷之后,心里确实比刚才好的很多了!!我没后悔选择把自己的事一五一十地告诉宝贝BLOG..因为它是唯一不会反驳雪莉的一切..

shocked

jus now i was being shocked that his fren noe nn 'lk' him..my heart was down and moody..no 1 noe my name is shi..how could he know?and how his fren noe too..tat is the prob now..lots question mark at the top of my mind now???????/????moody moody moody~~=( /./ -.-''dare to say som1 but never realise you'd been done the same mistake too..gosh..im tension about it..better pretend everything..haiy..stil moody..--'

1st time for my words

一时好玩的心态就会酿成一发不可收拾的结局..却发生在牡羊的身上,我不会透漏是谁,读过就好..雪莉不希望牡羊把别人当成是附属品,牡羊很希望依靠人,所以不禁又跟一个人谈起恋爱来..她自己也不知道心里到底有多喜欢那个人..所以雪莉希望她尽快趁还没对他有太多爱的感觉时,尽早离开他.这样对彼此都好阿!当你跟另一半结束一段感情时,不要太快又投入下一段恋情.要利用时间帮自几充充电..好让自几能看清楚人的内在..不要因为一时的冲动而造成让自己后悔的事..很不值得!雪莉不清楚到底'雪梯'知道他是哪个女子了吗.真是摸不着头绪-.-说来说去都是七情六欲都掌控着你,人离不开'爱'字..雪莉很紧张耶..不知要怎样对雪梯开口阿..真是的..船到桥头自然直..^^级任今天发大火阿,这还是第一次看她如此的气我们.应该不是我们,而是那只坏猴子..太没礼貌了他..一整天都跟每个老师顶嘴..他的嘴巴还不曾给人打过阿..无聊@不提他了!最近一直被那些MZ的朋友称呼雪莉是猪,或是阿馁..猪虽可爱,可是雪莉又没那么发福,只是爱吃勒,这样也被说成猪..哈哈..我最爱笑了..被说NGA还不停地笑..真是服了雪莉阿..呵呵..厚脸皮的人就是这样..就写到这吧,怕被爹迪骂等下...