naughty boy & losing weight

my naughty boy is goin back to kl today..im just back from airport..when there,help them check in..everything is goin smooth..no overweight..phew~hehe//luckily i did not cry in front my boy..if not he will laugh at me and insult me..besides, papa was sick of flu..i always tell myself do not sick,do not fall down,need to be strong..but now im losing lots of weight..damage..~since mum had passed away,im getting weaker & weaker..eat less,drink more..weird~not balancing at all..=p..totally losing 3kg..nowadays,always skip my dinner..not i want to diet,is no appetite to eat..hope this coming new year i'll be back as last time..